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date: Saturday, August 2, 2008
title:
time: 10:38 PM

Meet my evil & lazy twin.

i won't elaborate much on friday and today. Let's just say, I'm in no mood to do anything. I don't feel like myself. I hate myself. Minor stuff and i can't do it. Well i'm hopeless. Gosh. A failure. ): Parents are a nag, brother is pissing me off every minute. I can't find peace luhhs. School i avoid contact. When the world is this big, i'm this tiny. i've got tonnes of work to do. byebye.



date:
title:
time: 10:30 PM

i won't elaborate much on friday and today. Let's just say, I'm in no mood to do anything. I don't feel like myself. I hate myself. Minor stuff and i can't do it. Well i'm hopeless. Gosh. A failure. ):
Parents are a nag, brother is pissing me off every minute. I can't find peace luhhs. School i avoid contact. When the world is this big, i'm this tiny. i've got tonnes of work to do. byebye.



date: Tuesday, June 3, 2008
title:
time: 4:50 PM

i'm shifting yo!
http://paperclipp-s.blogspot.com/
blogskin's not really completed yet. so yeah {:



date: Monday, June 2, 2008
title:
time: 12:44 PM

roars
maybe this would be the last time i would post on this blog :/
it left me too much memories.
roars basically lets see which day should i start from
okays start from saturday!


Saturday, 31May2008

guitar in the early morning
i dragged myself out of bed please
i slept for an extra 15mins
which nearly cause me to be late for guitar >;(
so ended up eating my big breakfast BREAD only.
on an hungry stomach x.x
and guitar we got our SYF piece
is like wtf easy hard?
don't know how to describe it lah.
than uncle lim did alot of crapping
(practically the botak one =D)
G-string(pervertic :s)
memorise 1001 chords(go shit die lah instructor >;( )
study so much still want me memorize
brain capacity full le.
=D
and we have to finish the piece by camp
so that we can perform on speech day
fcuk cans?
bring guitar for camp T.T
than after guitar went to eat with felicia, sheryl, vanessa tang and jorim
jorim aka jorim korokoro
or kock =D
okays wadeva
spend a hefty 6.80 for beef and salmon x.x
holy fcuk
moeny flew away x.x
than came home
cousins's came
and the other 3 monkeys was still around
playing with my soft toys >;(
wtf?
than i dragged myself to grandma house
we play than got one round
everybody kang sia :/
but i kang and got 4 same colour flowers and my own flower
so alltogether collected 80cents?
=D
everybody wins
than wait for bus until 10.12pm x.x
reached home almst 11pm?
than slack slack and sleep



Sunday, 1June2008

finally, JUNE =D
i've wasted first week of june holidays spending money
including today 0.o
went out with mum & dad cause sales were on le =D
bro went "studying"
but ended up playing mahjong ==
went robinsons first
my mum bought her bag for 251bucks ==
and she nearly bought another 256bucks bag please?
and she said i spend alot >;(
than went esprit
bought three sleeveless top
one is i was wearing that day
bought a yellow, white and green.
and i bought my hoodie too ^^
roars
spend 80+ bucks
and headed to gap and buy dad's stuff
bought cookies after that
gotta eat mine soon
=D
than went to tangs & metro
my dad's hp games spoil
i can't play luminous block! >;(
fuck
mum won't let me play her phone
x.x
than headed for home and ate at macs
and slack all the way
i can't finish dash and swim >;(


today nothing much
just pure slacking =D
so yeah maybe ltr do another around posting while i
make my lunch first =D



date: Friday, May 30, 2008
title:
time: 8:06 PM

Guitar is back tomorrow. D:
No more tutoring.
No more late night sleeps.
Must start practising guitar!
holy moly O:
oh i gotta buck up for my music ):
i wna take o level music!
fuck and my music sucks
screw o levels
gosh 8:30am - 10.30am
might be facing npcc cadets
holy fuck
how worse could life get ):
at the point of sec2 for now
it sucks ):
next year syf le leh x.x
haix
everything into music
my studies fei zou le ):
shouldn't have got into dunman
cause me relationship trouble,
studies trouble
and battling out for a good class ):
fuckfuckfuck!
i gotta do my sudoku again >;(
its the easiest way to free my mind =D
oh and yongjie oni noe the words
siao,mad,crazy,insane
{:
i see wounds on my hands. ((:
roars
time to do some editing of the profile!
byebye


Goodbye my lover.
miss you plenty much.
but i'll have to learn to forget.



date:
title:
time: 10:39 AM

ytd out with xinying {:
we slack pretty much
and the fucking lady lied to me about my guitar chords book x.x
wtf la
waste my trip
so i was a good girl
bought assesment books {:
than met with xy's mum and sis
ate at foodcourt
but me and xy nvr cause that girl wan eat swensense
so went T2 eat la
wah fuck lah
xy eat kids meal
and a hot fries the cone thingy x.x
i oni eat pathetic fish and chips
lucky never go earls :x
than come home
tio scolded lorh
mum say eat dinner so long
and nvr tell her i go airport eat x.x
camse home slack and do my sudoku O:
i've been doing sudoku daily sia
but its damn fun la x.x
i'll get my third bk asap!
:x
lalala
today not going out
just now piano cher came to feliver hokkaido goods =D
lapis cake,
biscuit
sweets
cracker
and something he would always buy
chocolates!!!!!!!
he won't miss that out when he goes holidays {:
so later he would be coming
so i have to practise the piano @:
and i forgot how to do the theory le x.x
*faints*
{:
so yeah eleanor ask me to do a quiz
i'll do my cousin's want soon {:


tagged by Eleanor. {:
Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1) Eleanor
2) Xinying
3) Magdalene
4) SeanChew
5) Cally
6) Bernadette
7) JiaYu
8) Ronald
9) YongJie
10) Liyana
11) Pei Kheng
12) Chris
13) Nataline
14) Chang Shi
15) Cai Fang
16) XiuMing
17) Trisha
18) Aloysious
19) Weiting
20) Meow


How did you meet #14?
Guitar! :D

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
I won't exist! x.x

What if #9 and #20 dated?
*faints*.

Will #6 and #17 date?
0.o no way. not lesses man.

Describe #3.
Funny. {:

Is #8 attractive?
Errrr. He's a boy?

Describe #7.
Smart! :D

Know any of #12's family members?
Err somehow yeap.

What will you do if #18 confesses to you?
Don't bother.I'm still trying to get over it. x.x

What language doesn't #15 speaks?
Bangala!?

Who is #9 going out with?
Maybe ___? :D

How old is #16?
14? Sec2.

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
A few days ago?? Like bye?

Who is #2 favourite band/singer?
Chinese la. Fei Lun Hai.

Is #19 single?
Think so.

What is #10 last name?
Idk x.x she's my senior.

.Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
No way. We're not les man.

School of #3?
DMN!

How does #5 talk?
Fluent. :D

Where does #6 live?
Loyang avenue? edelwise park la x,x

What's your favourite thing about #4?
Listener! :D

What's the best thing about #20?
Stylish. :D.

What makes #17 a good friend?
Good sense of humour and creativity {:. :)

When was the last time you saw #14?
During Guitar?


Five people you want to do this:
1. Changshi
2. Jiayu
3. Xinying
4. Nataline
5. Felicia
-

:D

i'm done here =D
okayyyys shall go back to dreamland soon {:
if not sudoku {:






still love you.♥
i know you'll never want it.



date: Thursday, May 29, 2008
title:
time: 12:58 PM

i'm intending to quit blogging to concentrate on my studies ._.
it left me too much memories.
maybe i better start studying if not poor results would come back ._.
byebye.
its not alright yet.



date: Wednesday, May 28, 2008
title:
time: 8:46 PM

causeway point is like way cool cans?
but i only went esprit to get two tops
since i went there with mum {:
damn big
and i redeemed my $10 voucher from mini toons {:
so overall had fun
spend $34 around there bah
so yeah thats all for today {:
nth much to elaborate.


i really hated it so.
i had to fake it out
as to appear alright
but deep down it will never.
means and ways to forget you
all failed.
i've lost in everything.
i'm a failure.
i can only look at you from a corner.
i can't get rid of the pain.
i hope i can get over it.
soon.....


i really hope its over now.



date: Monday, May 26, 2008
title:
time: 9:56 PM

gosh
gary's not online >.<
and his sms
boom le
he go die la
Gary Chiam Jia Wen! {:
i still know his full name >.<
today practicaly slacked
so know go watch my show
its detective show
but the crime scene is like scary??
hahas
i get nightmares cans >.<
byebye {:



date:
title:
time: 4:12 PM

Roars!
Gary you miss me than i miss you lah kays ._.
say i should be the one missing you >.<
he's the first person to make me laugh today {: