we broke off.
i know it'll be
tough but i hope i won't break down.
you turned for a 360 change.
i
guess i would be different after this relationship.
i won't love again
as my heart is in two.
i guess no one can mend it
i'll cry on my own
i'll lean on my own shoulder.
i'll try standing tall on my own.
go
back to your drinking all you want.
you won't have to care.
just watch
the markings on the hand appear one by one
i'll torture myself with pain to
get pain away
but the pain of the lines isn't as painful as this.
i hope
you are happy with what you had done.
i dun wanna suffer from anorexia too.
its torture.
i'll pick myself up through this months
hopefully i
won't be like this at the end of the year.
hiding in my room for 24 hours is
torture
i'm skipping meals.
now i hope you're happy with this results.
i bid you farewell
and a happy relationship with Ls.

even if you're not with
her.

you torture me at every
sight.

well i guess its over for me.
i'll change 360 too
but he's already changed.
i long for him to stop his habits of drinking
it might not be beer
but its about the same.
i'll be gone from here
:/

i can't take the pain.