ItsTimeIStartedAnew

2008-08-02T22:38:00.000+08:00

Meet my evil & lazy twin.

i won't elaborate much on friday and today. Let's just say, I'm in no mood to do anything. I don't feel like myself. I hate myself. Minor stuff and i can't do it. Well i'm hopeless. Gosh. A failure. ): Parents are a nag, brother is pissing me off every minute. I can't find peace luhhs. School i avoid contact. When the world is this big, i'm this tiny. i've got tonnes of work to do. byebye.

2008-08-02T22:30:00.003+08:00

i won't elaborate much on friday and today. Let's just say, I'm in no mood to do anything. I don't feel like myself. I hate myself. Minor stuff and i can't do it. Well i'm hopeless. Gosh. A failure. ):
Parents are a nag, brother is pissing me off every minute. I can't find peace luhhs. School i avoid contact. When the world is this big, i'm this tiny. i've got tonnes of work to do. byebye.

2008-06-03T16:50:00.003+08:00

i'm shifting yo!
http://paperclipp-s.blogspot.com/
blogskin's not really completed yet. so yeah {:

2008-06-02T12:44:00.002+08:00

roars
maybe this would be the last time i would post on this blog :/
it left me too much memories.
roars basically lets see which day should i start from
okays start from saturday!

Saturday, 31May2008

guitar in the early morning
i dragged myself out of bed please
i slept for an extra 15mins
which nearly cause me to be late for guitar >;(
so ended up eating my big breakfast BREAD only.
on an hungry stomach x.x
and guitar we got our SYF piece
is like wtf easy hard?
don't know how to describe it lah.
than uncle lim did alot of crapping
(practically the botak one =D)
G-string(pervertic :s)
memorise 1001 chords(go shit die lah instructor >;( )
study so much still want me memorize
brain capacity full le.
=D
and we have to finish the piece by camp
so that we can perform on speech day
fcuk cans?
bring guitar for camp T.T
than after guitar went to eat with felicia, sheryl, vanessa tang and jorim
jorim aka jorim korokoro
or kock =D
okays wadeva
spend a hefty 6.80 for beef and salmon x.x
holy fcuk
moeny flew away x.x
than came home
cousins's came
and the other 3 monkeys was still around
playing with my soft toys >;(
wtf?
than i dragged myself to grandma house
we play than got one round
everybody kang sia :/
but i kang and got 4 same colour flowers and my own flower
so alltogether collected 80cents?
=D
everybody wins
than wait for bus until 10.12pm x.x
reached home almst 11pm?
than slack slack and sleep

Sunday, 1June2008

finally, JUNE =D
i've wasted first week of june holidays spending money
including today 0.o
went out with mum & dad cause sales were on le =D
bro went "studying"
but ended up playing mahjong ==
went robinsons first
my mum bought her bag for 251bucks ==
and she nearly bought another 256bucks bag please?
and she said i spend alot >;(
than went esprit
bought three sleeveless top
one is i was wearing that day
bought a yellow, white and green.
and i bought my hoodie too ^^
roars
spend 80+ bucks
and headed to gap and buy dad's stuff
bought cookies after that
gotta eat mine soon
=D
than went to tangs & metro
my dad's hp games spoil
i can't play luminous block! >;(
fuck
mum won't let me play her phone
x.x
than headed for home and ate at macs
and slack all the way
i can't finish dash and swim >;(

today nothing much
just pure slacking =D
so yeah maybe ltr do another around posting while i
make my lunch first =D

2008-05-30T20:06:00.002+08:00

Guitar is back tomorrow. D:
No more tutoring.
No more late night sleeps.
Must start practising guitar!
holy moly O:
oh i gotta buck up for my music ):
i wna take o level music!
fuck and my music sucks
screw o levels
gosh 8:30am - 10.30am
might be facing npcc cadets
holy fuck
how worse could life get ):
at the point of sec2 for now
it sucks ):
next year syf le leh x.x
haix
everything into music
my studies fei zou le ):
shouldn't have got into dunman
cause me relationship trouble,
studies trouble
and battling out for a good class ):
fuckfuckfuck!
i gotta do my sudoku again >;(
its the easiest way to free my mind =D
oh and yongjie oni noe the words
siao,mad,crazy,insane
{:
i see wounds on my hands. ((:
roars
time to do some editing of the profile!
byebye

Goodbye my lover.

miss you plenty much.

but i'll have to learn to forget.

2008-05-30T10:39:00.003+08:00

ytd out with xinying {:
we slack pretty much
and the fucking lady lied to me about my guitar chords book x.x
wtf la
waste my trip
so i was a good girl
bought assesment books {:
than met with xy's mum and sis
ate at foodcourt
but me and xy nvr cause that girl wan eat swensense
so went T2 eat la
wah fuck lah
xy eat kids meal
and a hot fries the cone thingy x.x
i oni eat pathetic fish and chips
lucky never go earls :x
than come home
tio scolded lorh
mum say eat dinner so long
and nvr tell her i go airport eat x.x
camse home slack and do my sudoku O:
i've been doing sudoku daily sia
but its damn fun la x.x
i'll get my third bk asap!
:x
lalala
today not going out
just now piano cher came to feliver hokkaido goods =D
lapis cake,
biscuit
sweets
cracker
and something he would always buy
chocolates!!!!!!!
he won't miss that out when he goes holidays {:
so later he would be coming
so i have to practise the piano @:
and i forgot how to do the theory le x.x
*faints*
{:
so yeah eleanor ask me to do a quiz
i'll do my cousin's want soon {:

tagged by Eleanor. {:
Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.
1) Eleanor
2) Xinying
3) Magdalene
4) SeanChew
5) Cally
6) Bernadette
7) JiaYu
8) Ronald
9) YongJie
10) Liyana
11) Pei Kheng
12) Chris
13) Nataline
14) Chang Shi
15) Cai Fang
16) XiuMing
17) Trisha
18) Aloysious
19) Weiting
20) Meow

How did you meet #14?
Guitar! :D

What would you do if you didn't meet #1?
I won't exist! x.x

What if #9 and #20 dated?
*faints*.

Will #6 and #17 date?
0.o no way. not lesses man.

Describe #3.
Funny. {:

Is #8 attractive?
Errrr. He's a boy?

Describe #7.
Smart! :D

Know any of #12's family members?
Err somehow yeap.

What will you do if #18 confesses to you?
Don't bother.I'm still trying to get over it. x.x

What language doesn't #15 speaks?
Bangala!?

Who is #9 going out with?
Maybe ___? :D

How old is #16?
14? Sec2.

When was the last time you spoke to #13?
A few days ago?? Like bye?

Who is #2 favourite band/singer?
Chinese la. Fei Lun Hai.

Is #19 single?
Think so.

What is #10 last name?
Idk x.x she's my senior.

.Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
No way. We're not les man.

School of #3?
DMN!

How does #5 talk?
Fluent. :D

Where does #6 live?
Loyang avenue? edelwise park la x,x

What's your favourite thing about #4?
Listener! :D

What's the best thing about #20?
Stylish. :D.

What makes #17 a good friend?
Good sense of humour and creativity {:. :)

When was the last time you saw #14?
During Guitar?

Five people you want to do this:
1. Changshi
2. Jiayu
3. Xinying
4. Nataline
5. Felicia
-

:D

i'm done here =D
okayyyys shall go back to dreamland soon {:
if not sudoku {:

still love you.♥
i know you'll never want it.

2008-05-29T12:58:00.003+08:00

i'm intending to quit blogging to concentrate on my studies ._.
it left me too much memories.
maybe i better start studying if not poor results would come back ._.
byebye.
its not alright yet.

2008-05-28T20:46:00.002+08:00

causeway point is like way cool cans?
but i only went esprit to get two tops
since i went there with mum {:
damn big
and i redeemed my $10 voucher from mini toons {:
so overall had fun
spend $34 around there bah
so yeah thats all for today {:
nth much to elaborate.

i really hated it so.
i had to fake it out
as to appear alright
but deep down it will never.
means and ways to forget you
all failed.
i've lost in everything.
i'm a failure.
i can only look at you from a corner.
i can't get rid of the pain.
i hope i can get over it.
soon.....

i really hope its over now.

2008-05-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

gosh
gary's not online >.<
and his sms
boom le
he go die la
Gary Chiam Jia Wen! {:
i still know his full name >.<
today practicaly slacked
so know go watch my show
its detective show
but the crime scene is like scary??
hahas
i get nightmares cans >.<
byebye {:

2008-05-26T16:12:00.001+08:00

Roars!
Gary you miss me than i miss you lah kays ._.
say i should be the one missing you >.<
he's the first person to make me laugh today {:

2008-05-26T09:46:00.004+08:00

fuck
i'm grounded
._.
no computer, PSP, TV, HP games.
wtf no enjoyment
only can study
my dad is trying to kill me _l_
9am-4pm of study
like soo no way cans?
okays start off with Friday

Friday
school was basically slacking
after school met with xy
than leon,zad and izan(dk spell =D)
also tagg cause the malay guys had to go mosque
so me xy and leon went KFC to eat.
went watermelon to play after that {:
leon was busy playing the slides and emoing under the humongous watermelon.
than went swimming meet up with faiz,izan,zad and szeyan
went to idk number block >.<

than played block catching

than went home with xy

dun wanna elaborate the night.

torture.

Saturday
i did tutoring =D
tutor maths oni luhx
the p5 one was pretty good at her maths
the younger one was like
...
bought back primary 1 bk for her
cause she don't understand the basics.
hahas
slack until afternoon
went grandma house
read little ironies.
got one story bout the girl results not good
than she tiao lou
ya but i won't result to that even if my results suck ._.
and the father story also very nice {:
haix such good endings (except the student want.)
reach home pretty late. {:

Sunday
i slept until 3+ =D
than sudoku all the way until around 6?
headed to airport after that
ate at earls =D
and the ice-cream was like
holy moly
so nice >.<

3 hours at the airport to eat cans

wtf torture T.T

than bought my tibits

and went home.

okays so here are some pictures.

all joined together =D

i wanna take o level music next yr ):

i screwed mye

i better work harder

so yeah here are some pictures. {:

we broke off.
i know it'll be
tough but i hope i won't break down.
you turned for a 360 change.
i
guess i would be different after this relationship.
i won't love again
as my heart is in two.
i guess no one can mend it
i'll cry on my own
i'll lean on my own shoulder.
i'll try standing tall on my own.
go
back to your drinking all you want.
you won't have to care.
just watch
the markings on the hand appear one by one
i'll torture myself with pain to
get pain away
but the pain of the lines isn't as painful as this.
i hope
you are happy with what you had done.
i dun wanna suffer from anorexia too.
its torture.
i'll pick myself up through this months
hopefully i
won't be like this at the end of the year.
hiding in my room for 24 hours is
torture
i'm skipping meals.
now i hope you're happy with this results.
i bid you farewell
and a happy relationship with Ls.
even if you're not with
her.
you torture me at every
sight.

well i guess its over for me.
i'll change 360 too
but he's already changed.
i long for him to stop his habits of drinking
it might not be beer
but its about the same.
i'll be gone from here
:/

i can't take the pain.

2008-05-22T21:39:00.002+08:00

Holy moly :x

school was rotten trash i think.

morning had talk on bulimia and anoxeria nevous(guess so)

the more the lady talk about it

more anxious cans >.<

cause got the symptoms like

diarrhoea & i eat damn little suddenly.

and today i ate toooo much for dinner.

lalala~

than had aikido session.

holy moly lah

the person want me do the thingy

i ran away ._.

and its like wah so retarded >.<

okays bringing the mat up was soooo horrible

its so heavy cans

than went sudoku challenge

like wtf?

i guess my last quiz

so completed like 3/4 of the quiz

so quite happy le

some people one also never complete

skip and skip >.<

top 10 qualify semi finals and winner get 2K price =D

cool rites =D

than slack until after sku

came home and sleep at 3+ till 6+ =D

i'm marvellous at sleeeping le =D

so yeah use com late cause i took very long to eat

._.

and i really wna transfer ._.

sku is like fcuk

and i got caught just because cnt see shoelace _l_

and than nvr clip hair also caught

lip piercing T.T

2008-05-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

losing someone is painful.
i really loved you.
but all you cared was to play about.
i really can't take this anymore.
i thought all was better.
you changed for the worse
now i know i lost this game.
promise me you'll do fine without me,i pray.
i can't promise you i'll be fine.

i really can't take it anymore.
breaking down ain't gonna solve anything.
on to today.
school was a torture.
the pe thingy was like hell lot tiring.
i very fast tired cans.
thann until after school i was damn yun cans ._.
cannot take it le lah
after sku went to eat with pei kheng
than very sianx
so followed pei kheng to bugis meet the seller
than we went see her japanese thingy and window shopped
x.x
and i found a sweet talk with milo ice blended x.x
muahahahahs
okays i wasn't in the mood to laugh
so don't blame me.
blame ys '
so yeah slacked pretty much
well came home and nearly got scolded _l_
haix i wna go NA or a lan school
i dun wna study anymore
i'll rather turn bad than to studyyy
i wan a lip piercing :/
i wan a tongue piercing x.x
smiley looks so bleahsss
okays i'll escape first :/
i'll not let my tears roll down.

2008-05-20T21:11:00.003+08:00

gahhh headache again x.x
and i'm still using com =D
okays sku was utter
horrible
suckish
times
a million times i bet >.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>

really
loved you
i bet you didn't know it.

2008-05-18T23:24:00.002+08:00

Boo!
okays i'm not that fine yet but
audi-ing is fun ^^
audi-ed with some sort of friend
he damn friendly luhx {:
play and he finally like managed to do finish move =D
oh his name is yu xuan if not mistaken {:
and we were like doing self intro there =D
damn cool cans

Audi Have Nice People =D

i'm not all that over yet.
i just can't get through.
i stare at my phone, doing nothing else.
i know its silly of me but i can't help it.
i really missed the past.
its like you're a drug or something.
but i know
love is nothing for me.
i'll get through the days.
can like someone pleasee help me ):
And thank Sean for the help. {:

2008-05-17T20:52:00.003+08:00

"if you had touched what belonged to you."

ya today was pretty boring though
fainting spells.giddyness
oh wtf had fever done to me =="
so i have nothing to post {:

so long and byebye.

time and again i was being ignored by you. maybe you could be better off with her.i slashed i cried. i did all sorts of silly things. well life just has to go on. big girls don't cry do they. :/

2008-05-16T21:55:00.002+08:00

"maybe its better if i let it go."

had fever yesturday ._.

retarded cans.

than today morning woke up

prepared and went down to wait for bus

i waited for fugging 25mins around there

than my dad was like

today school nothing much rights

than don't go school lor

bus also haven't come
haix

than slack like hell at home

i slept again at 11 till 1 apparently

dhen woke up by mum

dhen sleep until 2+ like that

ate and slacked lorhx

skipped piano

so i apparently skipped everything

and i audi awhile just now

so maybe go audi again

okay now got nothing post le.

i'll get better in time,i hope.

2008-05-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

went out with mum today
was kinda draggy luhx
but i slept till 12pm today
which is a damn 13hour long sleep for me ehx =D
wanted to cut hair but soo late le
so went to town luhx and walked
i bought a spaghetti top with cardigan
which cost me a damn
71.10 + 62.10=133.20 bucks
omgomgomg
*psssss
its not my money xD
okays than also bought another
EXPENSIVE top from esprit
must be cause of stupid thick cotton material =="
goshh i'm a money spender aye xDDD
mum also spend alot
but i spend i tinnyyyyy winyyyy bit more than her =D
muahaahahx
and reach home around 7.25?
cause chatted with tuition teacher at mac
and the student showed some face when she saw the conversation
Lmao?
okays i mayb gonna playy awhile later
psp and audi is waiting le=D
but i gotta cagemy blogskin soon too
hoy moly please
can i have like 50 hours a day
10hours maybe for studying?(gotta be kidding)
A tiny wee bit for blogging and edit skins
10 unlimited hours for audi
10 freaking slow hours for psp-ing
somewhat 13 hours to sleep
and 5 hour to schooling =D
the rest of the time on preparing and other stuff
=D
okays shall be off from here
i'll change blogskin some other day bahx
i want a simple skin
i maybe go audi first {:

2008-05-13T21:12:00.002+08:00

i'm in the mood of slacking and breaking as well :x
its not the stress (cause i did not study that much :x)
for the stupid four days sleeping with a high fever :x
and today exams are finally over {:
so i'm gonna soooooo

Go on shopping tripssssss!
Meet up with primary school friends!
Park one day!
Play my PlayStationPortable like siao!
Neos!
Practise photography!!!!

Okays this are the basic needs first :x
can i skip school? {:
Gosh i don't wna get back papers!
Okays today went out with xy to bugis street for her like
single digit time?
hahahahahahahaha
okays i'm not kidding.
>;(
and i had to diret the wayyy
holy moly
or rather
holy crapps :x
and than reach there
roamed around seiyu first
headed to the
SUPEREBLY
UNEXPECTEDLY
not crowded bugis street =D
(i nid to go there on week days!)
xy bought plentiful of things there =D
cause of me detouring around bugis street like shit
she bought a vest,a skinnies & a set of niceeeee dress =D
worth 50 BUCKSSS
FIFTY BUCKS
HOLY SHIT WHAT MONEY I CAN USE TO BUY MY CHECKERED SHIRTS!
she also wanted them but TH HEAD who followed us didn't like them
including little miss tees
:x
walk around for like 2 hrs?
kekes
went bk seiyu walk
i bought a hairbnd which i supposingly did not want to buy
due to the lack of money i wallet
xy had TH HEAD to pay everything :x
her credit card ain't it :x
she spend so muh due to the good taste of m ad she still want more!
holy moly
THE HEAD also said
as xy grew older
her demands grew more >.<
okay wadever
we went white sands take neos with our beautiful headband =D
okayys then follow her buy food
and i was sweating like hell lot cans
and came home slack all the way =DD
okays i'm off for now =DD
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee {:

2008-05-10T21:48:00.002+08:00

PSP AUDITION! ^^
oh so fun!
and bf still say its not fun ):
i'll make him define what is fun. :x
okayys moning saw doctor
said i have respiratory infection something like that
stupid ulcers on throat
cos me to have coarse voice.
:/
so slacked at home whole day.
:x
and got psp games le ^^
and photoshop cs3 too =D
kekes >.<
xiexie ni korkor keros & jiejie candice (:

2008-05-09T20:22:00.002+08:00

oh last but not least
Happy Birthday Trisha {:

okays i'm off for now

suffering terrible fever :x

and overdose of medicine >.<

30ml of cugh syrup & 14 tablets

A DAY ._.

its torture please ._.

the inflamed throat was also torture :x

burning sensation >.<

haixx

okays i maybe play awhile of audi dhen sleep :x

2008-05-09T15:01:00.004+08:00

fuck fever luhx
miss history and chinese paper 2
cannot retake cans!
T.T
yesturday temperature shot up to 39.5 ._.
die lorhx!
haix ):
nth to sayyy
{:

i miss bf. :x

2008-05-07T20:29:00.003+08:00

F9 for english in report book le.
haix
today school started off horrible
no comments
today's exam papers suck like shit
dun wan mention
after tt went eat kfc agains =D
two days in a row
dhen went home after that =D
came home slack lorhx
pretty bored
i'm studying tomorrow
today slack awhile bahhx
kekes
i'm still trying.

2008-05-06T19:56:00.002+08:00

Trust me when i say everythings fine.

Better in time by Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:] Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I just wanna tied over this period.

2008-05-05T19:50:00.003+08:00

HUGGGS!
okays i miss them
Empower-U
i wanna go agan D:
hugging is fun there {:
hasmih's going again
damndamn hasmih :x
today classes were kinda slack
cos suppose self-study
kekes
okays i've been smsin like ke siaoo this days pls
i'm soo gna overshortt canss
wadever
i misssss him plenty loadsss
okays i gotta mug for lit if not i would failll
i'll off com after this
my bro wanna play

2008-05-03T22:46:00.002+08:00

6days ain't postingg {:
many unpredictable things happen and i won't be blogging often(maybe)
so yeah so long assholers.

fuck th freaks & love.

2008-04-28T20:58:00.002+08:00

♥little meanie. {:
loveees {:
okays school was dead draggy the entire dayyy
yesturdayy had tummy ache at night ):
he made me maddddd
dhen today morning he said sorry
soo cutte hehe
xD
than maths was soooo......
draggy
boring
and i almst failed maths test ):
34/50
fuck asshole retard
i need to buck up le
a pathetic B3 canns
dhen history got back test
i passed by abit {:
28/45
its stilll B4 though
so veryyy happy canns
^^
than english went through report
ltr dhen go copyyy bahhhxx
hehe
science draggyyy too
tomorrow have science test ):
haizz
i'm gna fail everything
i'm a failure...
in love
in studies
& lastly in life
maybe i should not be living here.
yeap
suicide doesn't sound like a bad idea
i do not have to attend leadership camp
nor the oral thingyyy
yeap
suicide ain't a bad choice {:
anywayys
than had chinese
gosh zuo ye really sucks
i can't bear to see a F9 for chinese pretty please {:
and after school stayy back for remedial
and waited for xy
she was sick
than went to buy presentts luhxx
came home ard 5+
dhen slacked all the wayy
doing hw ltr
as parents not sleeping in my room le
*halfway night can wake up wan =="*
i also cnt slp with my brother
he talks to himself in the middle of the nighttt
lolss
okays
pray hard i would pass science tmr
and i haf no tummy acheee
please pretty please {:
*no ulterior motive behind it {:*
soo i'm off for noww {:
byebye people
oh yeahh i wnaa fulfill this wishes before death{:

->take up A mathss
->sit singapore flyer
->sit the mini ferris wheel at E!Hub
->sunset with friendd {:
->sunrise with same friend {:
->bigbig soft toyyy doggey
->scarf
->go to state one more time {:

i'll add on soooon {:

2008-04-26T23:40:00.002+08:00

oh yeah
read trisha's bloggie and remembered teachers read blogs
should be including mine lorhx
stupid retarded holeees
okays apparently i'm in the living room alone =DD
morning had tuition
was kinda boreddddddd
at least can sms =DD
den heaaded down to PEACE PLAZA with mum & bro
i waslike doing the italian man thingy
*piss on you you son of a bitch!* xD
okays nvm
oh i taught my mum something
how to pronounce bedok
it is
B-DOK
yes no EEEE =D
hehe
went little india to get her eyebrown threading doneee
and went grandma house
it was so like dead boring there
*he's cute =D*
thats just extra thingy cost there is apparently nth to post =DD

so long suckersss.

2008-04-25T21:58:00.002+08:00

piza huttt :D
schol as kinda boreddd
i wanted to sleep but attemps faillll
haizz
dhen just listen sleepily to lessons
after school chiong find art teacher to do my lino print over luhxx
dhen went up pack bag
headed to tampines with maggie to meet up eleanor, seraphina,jolene
maggie left after that
we went pizza hut to ate
eleaor recommended the curry thingy
and i was lik
wtf soo spicyy
jolene ate very slowly too
i gave up half way anw
ate seraphina's pasta xD
sryyy :x
we slacked and walk around
seraphina went artbox get a presentt
dhen we headed to century i tink
walked around and eleanor kept saying i very quiet ayes xD
aparrently did not buy anything xDD
walke up n down
eleanor was tired
so we ended u going home at 4+
since the ORGANISER is tired xD
oh ya eleanor gave ma cutee little beanie winnie the pooh
soo cute luhx
from hokkaido de =D
came home
watched da hag jin
dhen had pianoo
smsed after that =D
could not use com
awww sad~
jealous ayes xD
so nth to do le
i shall upload little pics xD
oh shucks
my com refuses to let me upload D:
i'll do it another time
stupid fuck computer
grrrrrs >D

2008-04-24T16:11:00.002+08:00

nincompoop!
is th word of the dayy ehhx xD
morning went to school chiong science
and some sort of stuff also happen which shall not be elaborated~~
flag raising was a bore and i was hoping for teachersss not to come D:
i'm soo saddd canns
go back class slack abit
science was quite boring
and i misss bf D:
okays its that feen always xD
dhen pw slack also
recess talk with maggie
dhen literature
i nearly slept but could not sleep
haiizzz
dhen maths was
GRRRRRR
i'm fed up with mathss
CME chose class tee design lorhhx
dayys are getting bored >.<
bf keep pang sehh mee
stupidd luhx
nvm yesturday sms him
he damn cute luhx >.<
i think i have nth to talk lee lorhx
1 more mnth to bf's b'dae {:
i love youu. {:

2008-04-23T20:18:00.002+08:00

Have you ever wondered how sex started? *Coughs*

Levels of physical intimacy :

1. Making eye contact

2. Talking

3. Holding hands

4. Kissing.

5. Prolonged kissing (Which they called it the "peak",when sexual feelings and desires are aroused and hard to stop)

6. Light petting

7. Heavy petting

8. Sexual intercourse.

got this from someone's bloggg
found it pretty cool :x
nvm wadeva
was just crapping but d if it is really true
hahx
today sku was such a boreeeee
after school went bbt with xy
caeback and showed ms tay my journal
she was okay with it bahhx i tink
dhen help xy with a litt
i wasliterally reading and translating for her
i packed bf's desk n xy's desk luhxx
cos was bored
dhen after tt went to tm for short while
they dun haf carving tools
so went off
saww the ppl at seoul garden
dhen went off
*they are never my business*
went white sands
waited with xy for an hour for her ez-link pass
dhen went to buy stff lorhhx
i carried home lost of things
due to xy's laziness to carry carmen's present :x
dhen came home slack
now have piless of homeworkk
icluding my bo pian do science
haixx
jyjy!
maybe get answer from bf :x
weee go leee

drown me into your sorrows
thi isn't where we were meant to be.

2008-04-22T20:26:00.002+08:00

my mouth still hurts like anything.
my mum says i have a swell around my mouth
omgosh
nvmm
suppose go school early de
dhen cos of rain dhen spoil everything :x
siannxzxz
cnt meet him
cos i met debbie
and i lazyy wait xDD
dhen went sku pretty bored
science was like sianxxxx
dhen dnt since did artefact le
did the rest of my journal.
after skuu went out with
mag,xy,natapink,jorim,felicia,marc & hoiki
dhen bought somethingg
went off after thatt
came hme
PRACTICE PIANO!!!
(my com sotsot de my "o" haf to force down
space bar haf to PRESSSSS HARDHARD)
dhen nth le
stop here bahxx
keyboard driving me nutss.

2008-04-21T20:04:00.002+08:00

my mouth hurts D:
i finishednt =D
but i should be hapy os
(i don't tell the reason)
oys
today started off suckish
met liyanan the way to sku yah xD
reach clasden slack lorhx
the cai fang started hugging everyoe for no apparent reason :x
went ow
PERSPIRE like mad canns
and in the class was even worse
sports day gna participae in captain's ball
bf doing 4 x 100m xD
dhenn mts was kinda horrible
cher was like "picking" on me
ak e write the answer on board
and shewas like so small
so i extended until so ugly canns
recess stayed in cls and slacked withx luhx
dhen history
so stupid canns =="
englis was horrible
lucky cher nvrtake my bk lorhhx
zzz
science sundar was so called complainig
dhen mother tongue very slack aye xD
at sku had pizz
dhen went bbt with maggie to eat
pizza oni one pathetc sice lorhhx
zzz
dntfinished my artefacttt x
i nt gonna help him doo lorhhxz
dhen came back with xy
we were smsing lorhx
and sending stuff lorhxz
buss 3 was dead crowded canss
reach home almst 7
and ate and use com
didn't ate much as had late lunch
den use com lorhhxzxz
tmr morning maybe gonna meet xy and see how after tt xD

:

2008-04-20T19:40:00.002+08:00

exams are up D:
i need to studyyyy very muchh
yesturday grandma house was quite slack
there was a piano and my cousin was zilianing :x
today was rather sianxzxz
morning went tuition
willie,valerie,trisha and timothy was there
dhen emily came
plus joey and her younger brother
dhen went home around 12
and slacked till 3+
left for tampines mall
ate at sakae yeah ^^
(bf ate steamboat :x)
and dhen came home play com...
hehe ^^
stop blogging here bahhx
got nth also
and i'm msning and smsing :x
so yeahh ^^

2008-04-18T21:38:00.006+08:00

Judgingtoday!
Marvellous
and judge's words:
"excellent!"
=DD
i hope his went well too (:
saw lim yi ren and melvin (dk wad sirname!!)
okays the rest of the day has one word to it

~~BOREDOM~~

and i'm kinda blind now!
cos i'm not wearing specs
specs were sent to repair ((:

iluvyou. (:

& one more thing
for your info if you think i'm pampered
i'm really not
i don't eat home cook food nor do i eat good food
my food are simply plain thats all
i've tried that before and i really didn't like it
i forgo my dinner just because i didn't like that dish
and the concert left me with a hungry stomach
why can't your understand people
jumping to conclusions does not work
seriously, the sight of me having to see you irks me
all you do is to complain
i shall stop my ranting here
i would go blind from having no specs!

tata for now (:
please forget about me.

2008-04-17T20:14:00.001+08:00

PWPWPWPWPW
AHHHHS!!!!
i've got nth to post
pw makes me go bonkers
and mrs sundar helps the 2D team alot :x
and mdm lim looks alittle please with my group
well tmr judging le!
soo i'll be off from here (:

jyjy boyfriend! (:

2008-04-16T20:11:00.004+08:00

PWPW MY NIGHTMARE!
holy moly luhx
everyday till this friday have to stay bk until very late to
practise speech
so that we would be
PROFESSIONAL SPEAKERS
omgawd luhxzxzxz
i think train to much
my voice will be no voice on friday =="
wtf luhxzxz
morning school was so called great
all thanks to bf yesturday...
dhen science i was giving out flowers
and some people were like
"vanessa your mum owns a flower shop?"
like wtf no manns
if she owns a flower shop i think she would have gave me better flowers
(as according to xu lao shi
she says these flowers are white chrysanthenam which is meant to
BAIBAI to the dead)
wtf luhxzxz
pe ran shuttle run
omfgawd
i damn happy with my timing
but the "AUDIENCE"
were like
shouting SOMEONE'S name =="
how much worse could it get
i ran 11.4secs..
B and i'm damn happy! ^^
(not to the extend that the cheering helped me :x)
and dhen recess pei xiuming and jac
the injured people
jac went home and xiuming went class luhx
and before chinese started
me and xu lao shi were outside
having a "DAMN GREAT" conversation
wtff luhx
she was llike:

*conversation between zu lao shi and me
outside noisy classroom*

teacher: ta shou shang hui zhong yao mahx?
me:hui yi dian
teacher:hui bu hui zhong yao?
me: huh? (:x)
teacher:ni ting de dong hua wen mah?
me:hui ah
teacher ni zhi dao zhong yao shi shen me mahx?
me:serious luhx =="
teacher:than hui bu hui zhong yao?
me:hui zhong yao
BUT
not to the extend of zhong yao
teacher:shuo yi shi bu tai zhong yao luhx!
me:*laughing away* ke yi na me shuo ba
teacher haiyo,ting bu dong hua wen
*she laughs and walk into class*

and class she was like

*you yi wei tong xue bu hui ting hua yu*

and she stared at me and i was like =="
dhen pass up workbook
she asked for my name
and i was like
for what?
she said

*ni ting bu dong hua wen mah!*

dhen she gave me a look
and i was like why you look until like that
dhen she started laughing =="
wtff!!!
dhen english got back comprehension
scored 27/40
bloody happy until cher say
not counted for ca
wtff!!!
my summary 16/20
and dun wan count
i damnnn pissed luhx..
there goes my chance of raising my marks higher
T.T
dhen geog was slackkkkk
after tt went bbt with cf and xy
went to do pw afterwards
xy got help luhxzxz
but did some other things also
yazid and wei heng also got participate!!
wtfff!
chou ren lai le
went off after 4.30
dhenn went home aloneee
haiiz
reach home bath and went loyang point
cos my specs got chipped ):
dhen came home ate and use comm
dun intend do hw bahhx
:x
hehehe
i sound damn retarded =.=
nvmm

remember what you promise(:
since we started it all over today
and one message made me even happier
eu even remembered it.
i'll cherish the times though (:

2008-04-15T21:09:00.002+08:00

aww today's police and theif damn sweet >.<
okays i seriously detest today
firstly
the flowers were all like gna be pickcha
cos of bus passengers
i feel like killing all of them
they just brush across it and like those sitting "attempts"
to step on it =.=
how rute can they get
secondly at home
my brother "vomited" in front of me
gahhhs
even though he convered his mouth
it was still horrible
and lastly
i still have to carry on with pw as exams draws closer
like wtf worst could life beeee
i'm damn saddd canns T.T
even we have some problemms
okays sku was utter disaster
yesturday's issue made it a disaster...
omgoodness canns
i am suffering from mere sadness..
and today dnt was rather horrible
i nearly cut myself twice
and yesturday i nearly got myself killed =.=
sec2's life sucks
it seems that god doesn't want me to live anymore
too much wrong doings..
haiixzxzxz
dhenn sku was rather boring
after sku went east point with
chris,marc,bernadette,weiting & yuhan luhhxzxz
dhen we ate and they crapped alot canns
dhen later bought flowers and bird went home
the others went marc house
and the dog was like keep get the flowers luhxxzx
and i was like almst keep running and you know what
the dog like bu shun yan wo lehhx!!
each time i want go down it will like
*stare* for what seemed like eternity =.=
gahhs
also went animal safari
the dooggs hor...
Mum! i want onee!!!
hehess
dhen came home quite latee
with the flowers
and came home eatt
damn i eat outsideee
can watch tv also =DD
dhen watch police and theif
and dhen use comm
well thats all for now

if this would be happening all the time
i don't think it was a good idea
are you even sure if everything is okayyss
life suxzxzxz
relationship sux alittle :(
and almost everything made me depress
how i wish there would be someone to help me :(

2008-04-14T20:38:00.002+08:00

i changed my blogskin =D
its plain but nvm bahhx
cos i like simple stuff
teheehee =D
nvmm today started off with my maths testt
RESULTTTS
okays it sucked canscans
i got a boderline A1 kayys
i feel damn sad canns.
after recess history test
is cfm fail le...
cos the topic tested is not what we studied >.<
si liao luhx
dhen had english
i forgot the debate
cause it made me stresss
and dhen during english got slack alittle
chinese we merely did talking bahhx
dhen after sku remedial
i did finish everything in 40mins+
with 10 mins average for every question xDD
dhen went dnt put bk
went for lunchh
and dhen wennt to do dnt until near 6
wtff luhx
halfway i got quite giddy :x
nvm reach home
ate pizza ^^
and used com lorhhx
tmr maybe going out with friends buy carnation or other flowers
i want flowers pretty please ((:

2008-04-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

i wokke up 7+ smsed dear and went bk to slp :x
woke up at 8+ near nine
than smsed other people lorhx
my this month hp bill cfm will bao until die >.<
dhen went church in the morning
dear damnn cute canns :x
love you luhxxxzxzxz
dhen went down to church
and the songs were damn making me confuse cans
dhen bible study
we last part discuss bout parents stuff xDD
dhen came home
slack for bout 2-3 hrs
went to go baibai
had dinner with cousins & uncles lorhxx
and my bro was the oni guy cousin classified as child xDD
came home and than used com
i smsed him the entire day
& sorry luhxx dun angry canns
i go hug you okayss (:
dhen i stop here le bahhx
i nid study soon
(:

2008-04-12T22:15:00.001+08:00

thanks sean for cheering & chatting with me luhx ((:

2008-04-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

damn itt
someone's making life difficult for me
i can't understand why they can't leave me alonee
even i prefer my parents to you
can i just like quit there right now
its taking up my slping time
okays it my just be an excuse but
i can't help it
and *___* i'm not trying to be egocentric here.
enough ranting
met with felicia ard 1.15
dhen went tampines met up with sheryl and christy and hui xi and li jin
{LJ says i'm one of the few who can spell her name correct xD
cause her name no g alot ppl add g}
dhen went marina square
dhen went bk pasir ris took neo and went downtown east
bought food and headed to park
i was alkali at food (christy also)
and we went to the water tooo snapp and slack
{pictures would be uploaded asap as my com is having some prob now}
dhen headed for home
damn sianx
legs are aching like wtff cans
nvm tmr maybe i shall just be a good girl and goo (:
weee~

neo print (:

i love you luhxzxzxzxz.

2008-04-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

call me egocentric.
but i'm not
i just felt damn fuck with this week
i wasn't happy at all except on thursday's morning
i don't know why nor the reason.
i've got nothing to comment on.
today school just totally suckedd
the debate
the after school activities
i guess i'll stop hear
i'll get my bf to rant my thoughts
since i also have things to say to him.

2008-04-10T19:52:00.002+08:00

my mum says my taste buds has something wrong D:
i'll explain later (:
morning went school with *smiless :D*
i waited for him in the end -.-
dhen walked to schooool nvr talk anything
except for him saying hellos
dhen reach schoooool he still got courtesy worrs
went up fourth floor sent me to toilet dhere dhen he turn go bk class
yeah still got say abit things lorhx
i went class and chit chatted lorhx!
dhen i felt damn hyper luhxxzxzxzx!
went down parade groundd
dhen sweated like mad cos the weather was lyk -.-
dhen went up class read maths
and science was a torture
my science test oni 17/25
wtf?!
nvm
pw was effin horrible
*prays hard for city success to get in or not to*
cos if i get in i tink it would be tortureee le
dhen maths test found it rather easy
but i tink i might failll lorhx!
cme we drew our hand
debbie ask me to write xiaomeimei
sop i wrote xiaomeimei but rather known was Vannyyy
cos i find it cool xD
dhen after sku ate with xiuming and bernadette
went bk home
audi for damn short while
cos chatted with seniorr
dhen my mum i doubt she allows me to go outing this sat lorhx
sadsadd
nvm hope cans bahx!!
i shall see what i can play/do now
later dhen do construction xD
oh ya just now dinner
i ate and found everything
bland and not nice
and my mum was lyk cnt be bahx
dhen she tried
she agreed with me on the char siew rice
not the lou hang guo shui D:
nvmm
okays goo le xD

greeen is loveeeeeee.

2008-04-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's gonna be funfunfun ^^
I love Bf. x33

2008-04-09T20:55:00.002+08:00

morning was damn fucking sianxzxzxzxz
i tried to chiong all my hw sia :x
but in the end nvr make it
cos tooo much things le
nvmm dhen during pe
we so called "cheat" siaaa
for sit and reach
well nvm xDD
dhen recess in class try chiong hw
chinese test was drop dead terrible
i cfm fail
cos nvr study at all
xDDDD
and SOME PEOPLE never do their first page sia
they very pro lehx!
i got doo all okays xD
nonono pw!!!
i dun wann doo luhx
takes up too much time
tand geog wasted my efforts cans
dhen dnt i injure my finger!
first was right hand thumb
nxt i realised my index and middle finger of right hand also injured...
dhen my left hand thumb and index finger injured
gosh
see me coming in plasters tmr :x
okays i dun wan post le
i go carry on audi xDDD

2008-04-08T19:50:00.005+08:00

I am sick D:
holy moly!
i wna go school tmr do artefact de lehx
i guess i've been sleeping very late al this while
but i have been doing that all the whileeee
wellllllll nvm i shall carry on (:
today was an utter disaster
my vocab sucked cause i never studyyy
~~wtfwth~~!
i shall try to refrain from saying itttt
thou it is a torture!!!
&the pww thingy suckxzxzxzxz cans
okays anw that was just a cut in xD
science was damn cool luhx
dhen we did some unschooool stuff xD
dhen went for recess
slacked in class
before that go 2D there the girls toilet
cannt open from insdie
was having trouble cos we bo lat luhx(beeyan me and maggie :D)
dhen dnt was a torutre
got a lot homework le!!!!?
wah lao luhx
let me have a week of peace cans
dhen english did the research
wtffwtff it was torture can
i dun wan be speaker cans
and during recess was like quarrelled with nicole abit
its lyk i'm damn pissed with her luhx!
aiya dun go into somemore detail
i will go haywire le
okayys so theres nth much to update
and i like the pic above (:
beatrice is damnnnn cooolzxzxzx luhx!
i'll try to audi nw bahx.
bf is trying nt to let me own him cans
stupid guuuy
:x

2008-04-07T20:45:00.002+08:00

okays i've been mad over audition this few days =D
i'm sooo gonna beat bf :}
and yesturday play with him till i lvl two times
actually is one de
dhen just now play one time than lvl up to lvl 3 le^^
dhen he still say i play with him won't lvl up de
lalala~
yesturday even though nvr fully update
also nth much happened
except for the audi-ingggg
my bro wanted to play de but i was sighing at him
so he nvr play lorhx xD
today schoool stinks luhx!!
maths was super boring
i nearly failed spring test luhx
must studyyy le
dhen later recesss study like siao
but can memorize "alot"
during history mr mah nvr read properly
prounounced MARC as MARY
*claps for mr mah* (:
dhen english
goosh i'm down for class debate on friday
i dun wan luhxxx
after that was science
heng can remember luhx!
except for a few which idk lorhx
but it was pretty easy still
after tt had chinese
teacher wanted a test but in the end we brought it home to do
but i noe the whole thing for duan wu jie
so pretty easy to write
except for the words bahx
after tt went for lunch with bernadette and cai fang
monica and arnold and pei yu also went
saw xy tooo
went bk for english remedial
dhen did dnt
i did finish my mold le ^^
down to my cd rack
wtf sia
sooo diff
maybe i got to stop using the wt f/h series
it'll ruin my image :x
if not someone will keep repeating that too me
yeah
came home watched tv awhile
used com and audi until the com shut me out
stupid
nvm i'll carry on later ^^
off for now
gosh i'm finding music
anyone knows any? :(

2008-04-06T21:38:00.002+08:00

today headed down to orchard actually to collect things
but bought 90+ dollars worth of clothes =D
actually
it was oni two pants and one shirt
dhen ate at restaurant for lunch
bout breadddyyy for breakfast.
dhen walk bout
took bus home and slacked for an hour
went to eat dinner at mum's office dhere
came home bathed and audi-ed
stupid sia
my bf own me in audi cans =.=
gahhs
i willlllllll play hard to own him one day
=DDD
gooo study science leee
byebye =D
and dun be afraid
i hate you (:

2008-04-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

okays audi is addictive man =D
even though i can't play it well YET xD
today went bk sku for dnt
was pretty fun
the task was rather easy and the boys came late
pei kheng and yiling came first
dhen chris came
then the badminton boys.
i did 1hr on tablet
and then did alittle artefact
ms tay was prettyyy satisfied with my artefact
cutting for abit xD
dhen went home
bathed and went down to town for hair cut
went off to buy my wallet
i bought a humongous de xD
damn cool cans xD
bro sent his r4 for repair
headed for grandma house dhen
gan ma won 4d i tink
so she treated
delifrance,kfc and pizza luhx
soooo good rites =D
dhen my two elder cousins
one came down with bf
another with wife
see my cousins are all sooo big cans xD
went home ard 10.15
dhen going have dinner on tuesday or thursday luhx
soo mafan cans
tuesday no hw oni got guitar
thursday alot hw de kays
and my dad want to choose tt date.
wtf mans
okay goooo play audi le!
and during dnt nicole was talking bout an equation
Girl with Big Head and Small Body + Boy With Small Head Big Body
=Neutralized baby
and she mentioned they both had squeaky voice
and i was lyk
squeaking voice + squeaking voice
= 2times the squeakeness of the squeak
xDDD
and *_* read my blooggg!!
omgoodness
gahhs i shall go off now (:
AUDIAUDI I'M GNA OWN YOU !
(if i can xD)

2008-04-04T20:59:00.002+08:00

today was pretty fun
even though ronald did not wear the hairband D:
he wanted to wear in front of the class
including mdm siti xD
soo cute rites
i xiao meimei
he give in to me lehx =D
shucks
i can't post any uneditted pics
cos they dun support the format lehx
i'm sooo sad D:
nvm
today had english composition test
i did it within 30mins i guess
536words
wtfuck man
cfm alot mistakes le
maths was dead boring
chinese i almst fell aslp
but i was doing something else yeah
reading on my own
and teacher called me to read
omgooooodness
i suck at reading
sku sucked big time this week
the previous night
which was yesturday
did affect my mood abit
something undesirable happened luhx
dhen after sku slacked at void deck to eat with stephanie and xy
dhen wnet home
practised piano and msn-ed
had piano lesson
and dhen ate dinner with piano teacher and went using com
i smsed too much today le
cos sms to two ppl...
lols!!
okays i shall be off from here to change blogskin and do other stuff
and i'll promise nt anymore emo msges (:

2008-04-03T20:56:00.002+08:00

fuck ~~art~~
fuck life
fuck everything luhx
i'm struggling with art & life
it seriously sucks
nvm
today was kinda funny (:
i felt kinda damn happy xD
(except for my brother's stupid coughing
which is lyk he was vomiting
i want him to see a doctor immediately luhx
so irritating his cough.)
morning damn sianx
wanted to put hair band
but later mr bernard catch my hair!!
hahx
in class slacked alot
cos i tink i slept almst every lesson
dhen i made ronald wear hairband!!
:DD
damn cute luhx he wear
after sku he wore it another few times with my plea
soo good rites
cos i xiao meimei so he wear
dhen he promise me again will wear {{:
cutee sia he wear!
sad cnt take picture :x
dhen came home cos no 3d animation
dhen went church
played with the boys
and i took some pics of dhem =D
but dun wan post lehx!
maybe later post something or a pic to spice it up lorhx
cos past few days i dun wan
i was moodless
but today ronald wear made me dhem gay cans
*laughs*
i shall go off le
need to do art le ._.
bye peeps

cos it all seemed lyk a lie.

2008-04-02T19:58:00.003+08:00

morning was sooo idiotic cans
i rushed my chinese situational
and in the end nvr pass up
wtfwtfwtf!!
somemore yesturday still chiong until 11...
wah lao lehx
teacher eu waste my effort
hmphs
dhen sku was a bore...
i nearly fell asleep
and ms osman's corrections thingy was lyk driving me nuts cans
i did soooo little cans
and my writing speed is uper slow cans
i write so tiny weeeny...
after school nth on so went home
dhen bout my lunch and visited my church ^^
damn cute luhx the new ppl
i talked to ms tan
dhen went up
marcus and bryan haven't come yet
and got this damnnn cute guy
his name was andrew
he looked so damn cute
and i wanted to take a picture with him!
xD
dhen played with them badminton
me and bryan trashed dhem luhx xD
cos we were the taller ppl!
and bryan was the oldest dhere
marcus was second oldest =D
dhen went off at near 6
bathed and eat dinner
dhen use com lorhx..
nth to post le
shld i post my dnt pic?
i tink i shouldn't..
cos it looks terrible!
xD
maybe not now
but later bahx :x
& i dun wan go geog!
so unsafe
"the school and ministry of education
shall not be held for any mishaps which your child met."
wtf luhx
dhen i shall toodle off from here...

maybe i trusted you for too long
maybe i held on to you for too long
maybe everything had gone all wrong
i wonder if loving you was my biggest mistake

Dear God,
i don't wanna make another careless mistake in love
is it time for me to let him go or just....
and maybe i don't believe in friends forever
nor maybe friends..
the friendship ended in a few days
and they you would be begging for help
i wish i could just suicide from somewhere
where everyone would forget me
cos seriously..
i'm damn pissed now.
making me happy might lead some people to disaster.

2008-04-01T20:23:00.002+08:00

sorry people
i'm pretty lazy to blog nowadays
with no reasons.
i'm just not myself this few days..
i pretty sorry for all that have happened
i shall pray hard for everything to be a-oh-kay (:
i dun wanna talk about the past few days
i really makes me feel damn fucked up.
today sku was utter disaster
and ms tay finally gave a good to my sustainability ^^
i'm damn bloody fucking happy luhx!
did that for tons of years and finally she agrees to it.
after school went out with xi hui for lunch
we talk about alot of things
and she said she was going on diet
and she still ate spaghetti & nuggets...
lols!
dhen went her house
she changed and then we went off luhx...
siglap sku ppl so many
on bus i was frightened sia
the stupid bee keep come towards me
and xi hui was lyk
keep say me
wah lao sia xi hui!!!
dhen she took mrt
i went home
slacked dhen now do homework
dhen i shall go off from here
nothing to post and no mood
tomorrow is cip
i hope everything would go well
xi hui come west plaza luhx!!!
:x

2008-03-29T22:25:00.004+08:00

morning tuition was funfunfun!
tessa,timothy,ernest,emily,eugene,junjie and another boy.
and tessa was moaning for her hp
it got confiscated by her sku
:x
hahx
sad sia
and went off almst 3hrs later
tessa got her foot injured
eugene got "bullied" by us xD
went home
slacked in front of tv
dhen went down grandma house
cousin came down
sent her 20 sms's
cos she counted
than we payed ds + psp
hahx
oni 2 psp and 4 ds sia
dhen come home
and use com luhx
pretty boring this days
cause its damn sianx
and due to some sort of reasons
and i shall be of from here.
i shall try putting a pic or so.

Me & trisha 8 Days ago (: (sry sherris i find the other pic of me retarded :x )

chris,weiting,hoiki,me and nataline.

okays i tink tts all
i shall just tata for now (:
&can i just please live this place like now
i dun feel safe here
and the more i shall have drastic moodswings.
i can't stand them
plus the fact of not being able to face it
well should i listen to chang shi?

2008-03-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

did not blog yesturday cos was tired :x
anyways nth much hapen yesturday and i dunn wanna post bout it
today nth much happen also bahx
and the indonesia ppl left dunman today.
and i was rather upps and downns today.
dhen sku was normal
new art cher was lyk
=="
she stated:
Diligence+Detail+Determination=Destiny
all the de made me tink it was detention
and punishment if nvr hand in hw first tym
write 1000 times i will hand in my homework on time.
second tym
carry the sign board during recess in the canteen
third tym
see mrs neo
omgawd
its b4 seeing mr bernard...
nvm
dhen got bk report bk
lucky chinese have no grades =X
if nt cfm die
i failed history
e8 , 44
i surprisingly had 5 B'S
omgawd luhx
my first record..
my a1 was lyk obvious?
and my science got b3 ^^
i'm kinda happy for my results
as i didn't expect the b's
i expected the c's
after sku discussed stuff
and dhen went bbt shop eat
went art room
i gave carissa a hug =D
and yohanes and steven a hand shake(:
slacked with nataline,chris,felicia and weiting
went home at 4+
saw the st laurensia ppl
i guess i'll miss them D:
dhen went home
slacked and had piano
ate
dinner was toooo spicy
and dhen used psp and now com
haf to off com soon cos it'll be bro's turn
i guess i'm nt in the mood to use com.
nor even to chat nor talk with anyone
or maybe just at least one person.
well i guess i don't even have to tok.
i'll just lyk shut up and just carry on with the flow

&off that i didn't know if i made a good choice.
i really need sometime on my own.
or maybe just make me happy again.
Or maybe just like what my senior said (:

2008-03-26T21:09:00.003+08:00

I'M BLOG SHOPPING!!
MUAHAHAHX!
http://demeanour-collection.blogspot.com/
visit!
its cool =D
okays carry on with today
and i dun wna tok bout yesturday
today morning smsed chang shi
and dhen smsed
and my buddy came =D
got one boy
yohanes
he damn cute luhx
whe walking to canteen
i was talking to him:
"why so quiet? i won't bite. i'm damn friendly."
felicia went to spoil my image
say:
"she will not bit but swallow you."
felicia!!!
how could you!
omgawd
dhen chinese
carissa said the teacher was alittle long winded
in terms of words
and dhen the remaining lesson was boring
i nearly sabo-ed chris xD
dhen went to eat and go the recycling
i tink we would win the sec2 recycling competition xD
okays carrying on
den it was lyk so sianx cans?
3.30 wanted to find mdm siti to tok
dhen she nt ard
so went to tm
we slacked luhx
and i was very damn quiet dhere...
smsed chang
and revealed some stuff =D
well i guess almst everybody has experience it b4
but i can't brief a word bout it
if nt chang shi will kill me D:
lols
dhen went home alone
smsed and use com
i shall try my best to do the powerpoint slides...
and i'll be off for now....
shit
i can't upload any pics for now but
i'll try soon cos i'm busy smsing now
& last but not least

happy birhtday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to marc
happy birthday to you.
*inserts claps*

you are one year older and one year wiser old guy
enjoy ur youth while you can xD
you'll be going for ns soon too guyys
i hope your won't die dhere

i shall stop here for now

&no i dun really have that problem with him

2008-03-25T20:26:00.008+08:00

yesturday came home late
so never update =P
yesturday stayed bk quite late for dnt
and dhen mr leow treated dinner
to~
Ms ANGELA Tay =D
Chris,Marc,Beeyan & Natapink
Ms Tay called nataline MOTHER =DDDD
ain't tt cool xD
bought for the two guys cake
SMALL SLICE of CAKE
cool rites xD
then we also bought two mini candles
cos two cents bucks D:
boys eu owe money xDD
and dhen took neo's
they bcame tooooo enthu such that
i dun lyk them for what they did
hmphs
todayyy was kinda boring
had sundar lesson
oh my gosh
i tink i was ignoring the lessons D:
but i DID LISTEN ATTENTIVELY TO HER OKAYS
just that it seems very blur...
so yes =D
dhen went for recess with nataline,yuhan,marc and chris
dhen went up with arnold,marc and chris
cos nataline wants to eat :x
dhen went dnt
oh yeah passed to ms tay the pics
she was lyk damn shock luhx
dhen she was lyk
"errr.. okays"
hahx damn funny luhx xD
dhen dnt we did basic stuff...
she let us use tablet pc again
i had to re draw everything
cos she changed my design T.T
nvm dhen had english
heard some undesirable stuff
(someone told me)
and dhen ya had oral
before that we had a "lecture"
lols!!
dhen after sku
went lunch with nataline,chris,hoiki,weiting
went white sands
ate at kopitiam and dhen went take neos
ask chris act cute he dun wan!!!
wtf
naughty guyy
dhen wnet library
and went home
another tym going out to do the same thing
we did for nataline to marc & chris xDD
went home alone
stupid
dhen slacked
heard of parents using a childs phone =P
it seems soooo wierd!!!
hahx okays i shall wander off now =D

&last but not least,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS & MARC!
even though marc's birthday tmr,
i'll say it earlier
cos tmr i'll haf a welfare course =.=
anyways

happy birhtday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday ti Chris
happy birthday to you.

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to Marc
happy birthday to you.
(:

CHRIS NG PHUAY CHANG!
you are 14 years old le
still behave like this
haiyo
paiseh sia!!
anyways Happy 14th Birthday Chris!
please dun go blushing
xDDD

okays i'm off for now (:

2008-03-23T21:07:00.002+08:00

i stayed at home the whole day besides going opposite for dinner =D
rather boring though
my dad woke me up bloody early!!
9+
when i was still sleeping
i damn tired can
pass few days lyk 6+ 7+ wake up?
gahhx
ate vegetarian for breakfast
or brunch cos was 11+
xD
okay apparently i delayed in bed for 30mins snoring away
and dhen did alittle homework
i hardly did any
cos i was lazy
and all were difficult
gahhs
my sunflower's growing and nt growing :/
i also dk why
dhen went for dinner
drew history after tt
i looked and was lyk omgawd
hahx
later maybe watch human tetris
i watch until wan cry tears of laughter le
dhen watch the marble thingy
damn cool luhx
okay off for now
shall not post liyana send me the pics xD

2008-03-22T23:05:00.008+08:00

I SO LOVE YESTURDAY (:
it was soo much fun!
eu can't deny it if you go (:
morning went sku early for rehearsals
walked in and out
lunch was horrible though
but i enjoyed the fun
after lunch went vch
waited for quite long
so we took picture =D
so cool man
after tt went in
legs were hurting cos of court shoes
dhen walked in and out
shoes nearly dropped =X
dhen kept waving at friends =D
then had dinner
it was horrible!
but managed to talk to mother
after dinner slacked and waited for make up
it was rather light though (:
performed
well i liked the string ensumble
their dynamics were lyk PRO MAN!
their very good cans (:
dhen had guitar
i heard guitar pretty softly from stage
but trisha managed to hear it loud form the center (:
so i tink it was good
the solos' and groups were damn good cans!
i'm sooooo happy luhx!
dhen had intermission
went to look for trisha and sherri
they said i looked good
and encouraged me to wear tt for church
i'm so omgawd luhx
dhen went bk in
slacked with the sec2's
the boyssss were flirting xD
we received roses luhx
it was so damn nice...
dhen the boys wore the scarf
you will see it in the pic's (:
dhen after the whole conert we went up with our flowers
i almost cried but
i cried b4 i went to slp oni (:
and dhen after the finale
went bk sku
well the seniors stepped down :(
rather sad cans
i miss the seniors!
they were so kind
now the seniors are sec3's...
haiz
hope can get along well with them!
picture of yesturday (:

The Flower (:

Lalala~

Me & Sheryl (:

Me & Senior (sry dk ur name >.<)

Liting & Sheryl (:

Me & Felicia (:

Xiu Wen

Xiu Wen & Yuqi (:

Me & Felicia (:

Me & Mei Lan (:

Ownself go guess xD

Me & Beatrice (:

Some Sec2 gals + uncle lim =D

Twist people (:

Boulavard of Guitarist (:

Felicia,Me & Sheryl (:

The Excitment(:

GIRLS!!!

Yes pretty much are they loved (:

Me & Chrsity (:

Me & Dearest Senior Liyana >.<

THE ACT CUTE BOYS PIC! =D

Today was pretty fun too (:
morning went for tuition
trisha was there
we talked bout the concert =D
dhen went off earlier dhen her xD
met natapink,chris,beeyan,hoi ki and joey
went to buy LJS
dhen open plaza to eat
lalala~
i was blasting music before that xD
then after eat
mother found me quiet
and asked is it bcos of him
each time i lyk tt
she will keep ask tt
okays it could or could not
cos i was damn hyper in the night
maybe i am nocturnal =X
dhen after eat
took train to hoi ki's house
we used com and did a draft of history project
it was damn stupid can
hahx i won't write the story here =X
dhen we played a fool
chris played my psp
naruto and he anyhow-ed played
and won =X
*claps*
mother played cooking mama and brainage academy
and she was lyk screaming away cos need to repeat word
hahx and the ds was lyk
i tink have her saliva?
xD
dhen later in the evening
went to play wii with joey
cooking mama
i sux at the wii part
then played with mother and chris
chris was the most idiotic guy..
play with him he keep winning until hor
i won him by three points xD
both 4 digits some more =D
dhen ordered pizza
was on the way]
so carried on playing
i was jumping up and down
and i moved from left to right
and right to left luhx!
went pizza came
we ate
oh yeah before pizza came Beeyan
was audi-ing on the BIGBIG LARGE FLAT SCREEN COMPUTER
so omgawd luhx
dhen pizza came
ate luhx
i called my dad said i would be late
he said okay
chris stayed so near and the mum was lyk
chui ta go bk home
but he stayed for pizza in the end
and the religious stuff started coming out
hahx dhen went hoiki room wait for natapink's father
then ask chris to hide cos dun wan the father to see
dhen chris left with hoiki by the time we board the car
thanks natapink's father for the lift (:
reached home bout 9.45?
cos of stupid busss
bus=BA SI
=D
dhen at home bathe and used com lorhx
bro was dl-ing cabal =X
and now my dad and bro playing x-box
omgawd
just now need for speed burn out revenge
now nba =.=
wtheck sia
i shall post today's pics (:

Mother & Hoiki =D

Mother =D

Mother & Yoshi =D

Chris With the Yoshi (i suspect he behave lyk tt at home =D)

Mother kisss Yoshi =D

ENGROSSED =D

Yoshi!

Yoshi!

I make it kpo =D

YOSHII!!!

Night life!

Mother's Job=Cooking! (cooking mama)

Beeyan audi!!

Again audi-ing! =D

okays people
it is rather long so i'm off for now =DDD
byebye
(:
I'M GAY! (:

2008-03-22T17:08:00.000+08:00

lalala~
at hoi ki house usin her mac =DDD
i tink mayb go home post better still =X

2008-03-20T20:29:00.002+08:00

Dear is jealous :D
okays yesturday nth much bahx
skipped guitar for 2 hours for class com meeting!
=D
and went for guitar at last 30mins luhx
regina sayed uncle lim was angry
but it did nt seem so
nvm shall move on to today
morning changed seating arrangement
i tink alot ppl got fustrated ._.
lalalas~
and dhen mdm siti did nt come
pw slacked apparently
after recess
mrs ang made us stay for little lesson
b4 letting us go health check up
guess what
i was the last four persons to go =.=
omfgawd
i didn't noe my number so bkkk
so lyk wtf
and skipped maths
so i didn't noe what was happening
and now there is plenty of homework
omgawd
after sku went lunch with natapink,marc and chris
went budget
and apparently nt so keen in the food luhx
so gahhhs
dhen saw him at an ideal place :D
went to eat at void deck with
peikheng,yiling,weiting and arnold and the rest
went bk sku after tt
classroom was crowded
someone "haunted" me for nt turning up =.=
i'm telling you
i'm nt damn free to fit ur timing
i have tuition
if eu wan me to sacrifice my tuition
are eu tryin to make me fail my subs?
my chinese is alrd fucking lousy
you wanna make it worse?
so what if i nid to sacrifice
study's is more important
skipping guitar when concert is tomorrow?
i guess you are utterly crazy lorhx
okays
went tuition later
went off with ming min then
came home dinner
watched ben-10
smsed dear
he was damn jealous cans
shall nt state the reason =X
and he oni noe how to push me to ._.
so stupid luhx!
dhen use com lorhx
tomorrow musical extravaganza
good luck peeps!
enjoy our time
i'm off~
later shall sms =D

i loveeeeeeee ~ :D

2008-03-18T20:30:00.003+08:00

GUITARGUITARGUITAR!
morning came into class
LATE
debbie asked me why i went to sku so late
its nt my fault
my mum made me leave same time as her
dhen it was lyk 8.05?
dhen took taxi until 8.16
so omgawd luhx
but is in class so nvm
have guitar & pants & shoe
wah lao sia
dhen mdmd siti nvr come
morning mrs sundar did something bout digestive system
my group did oesophagus
and we drew it out
and labelled it
and then we fooled around
ya we got highest luhx
cos it was so easy
dhen had recess
stayed in class
dhen went for dnt
used tablet pc
and after english slacked
and the class was guitar-ing
hahx
dhen went for lunch with marc and chris and mother
marc went off first
dhen went 7-11
gosh my teens would be out nxt wk perhaps =X
dhen went bk sku
badminton boys were lyk
arghhs
and dhen slacked till guitara
after guitar waited for mother and went off luhx
mother scared of cat sia!!
omgawd
but the cat see her run away first =X
reach home
ate watch tv bahx
dhen use com
i'm too lazy to do any homework
i would try to edit abit here and dhere i guess
on my blog
so i'll be off for now

i guess i'll just have to leave those memories behind
and get along with life
i just can't keep coming back when all has passed

even if those childish people had to hate me,well i guess it is all arranged by the Lord.I'll just play along with it.

2008-03-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

lala
yesturday damn sianx
came home late and chiong home work
was damn horrible luhx
forget about yesturday
the show i watching now so sweet luhx
nvm lets carry on
today was damn fucking boring
got bk history,geog and science
history zunzun lorhx
geog 23/40
science the damn happiest luhx
35/50
no tuition!!!
muahahahx
after sku went to tm with mother,chris and marc
ate at mac and saw weiting,yiling,pei kheng and yu han luhx
dhen went off
went tm bought presents
dhen went g2000 get chris de shirt
with wei jin's
dhen went marina square
took neo print
went home after tt
mother cried sia
dhen at home slack lorh
chatted on phone for 1+hr
hahx
and have to carry alot things tmr
gay damn kind luhx
pei wo over last two nights
hahx
he cheered me up (:
done le byebye

even if you might not like me
i did nt like you neither
attitude problems or whatever
its her problem
it doesn't has to be my fault.

2008-03-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

Dad just finished lecturing me
i feel so .... with him...
he damn busybody lorhx
what i noe
he treats it lyk i dun noe
and yesturday over phone with friend
parents were lyk so damn idiotic...
today woke up late
cos i damn sleepy
reached school late
and walked with cai fang
she came to my rescue if not parents would be trailing me
is DAMN pai seh cans
nvr win competition but
i tink i felt pissed off
nt with nt winning
but with other stuff
and went bk dmn
left straight away for hoi ki's house
her house was so...
omfgwad rich
she had WII & PS3
alot of electrical stuff
and a home theatre system
a projector + screen
and when eu open the curtains
it would be dan bright
when dhere mother had a hard time playing
hoi ki's room had two computer
she had an ipod
scanner
writing pad
ds
& alot of ds games
& alot of electrical stuff
and when she touched chris phone
his phone went berserk xD
and dhen hoi ki went made playing maple
beeyan,joey,mother,chris and I watched videos
dhey were all so damn fucking funny luhx
laughed lyk siao
and tickled mother lyk siao
dhen she cried
she must be touched by me and chris de tickling act xD
dhen went off quite late
alighted with mother
she took 12 and i went to eat alone after boarding number three
and alighted usual stop
came home
mum say what she mop house
i walked ard bare footed =.=
omgawd luhx
small thing also soo picky
and dhen bath and now use com
just nw had lecture
i dun wan dheir lecture anymore
i wanna lead my own life luhx parents
give me the freedom and i'll noe my limits
dun test it
okays i tink i'm off for now to do work
and study bible tmr i hope
nt going out i'm just
doing my homework
and stupid mr kam!

i love/miss you hubby&Boyf. x3

2008-03-14T21:29:00.003+08:00

OMFGAWD
I LOVE MY NEW PENCIL CASE!!!
its damnnn nice cans
be jealous xD
today guitar oni 2 hrs
so fucking boring luhx
dhen had pw
mdm lim ordered mcdonalds
and out of all the dishes
she picked a mc spicy for me =.="
its so la cans
i ate finish all
after i drank finish my coke
and my tongue was lyk
*sticks out tongue and did some actions*
and stayed till quite late
other grp stay till 1 hr earlier
gahhhs
tmr competition le
have to do speech
so i shall stop soon
no pics yet
cos i nvr go out with my frens
and i'm having doubts about going out
i've been neglecting my studies
even homework's not done
my feet is hurting
gahhx
i seem troubled ._.
i shall upload my thumbdrive like siao
and i shall start mugging soon
and sleep with my dearest hp again ^^
lala
i do that every night
=X
hahx
okays i tink i'm getting too gayish
i'm off
and toking bout gayish
i just added mr gay kam ho yin xD
should i name him tom dick or harry?
it sounds funny
lalala
anyways

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEEKIONG!
from your GOOD junior
does it sound familiar xD

I FUCKING FUCKING FUCKING HELL LOVE MY NEW PENCIL CASE
yes i love it more then i do love you (:

2008-03-13T19:59:00.002+08:00

the thought of guitar makes me sick
its so damn stupid cans
morning went sku to pass up dnt
dhen went pw for bout 30mins
and went off for mini "guitar" lesson
with weekiong,weijin,jonathan,beatrice and another gal
sorry dk ur name
with ms wan also
dhen shi ying and err another gal
also dk her name
and went through music theory luhx
and apparently
we practised toccata
and dhen ms wan showed us the various types of pattern...
omgawd luhx it was such an "enriching" experience
dhen after tt went out with dhem for lunch
went to another bbt shop
dhen some ate at kopitiam
cos nt enuf space to all eat tgt
went bk sku
late alittle
cos da bao for ms wan,mdm ong and ms luar luhx
dhen some unexpected things happened along the way
so shall nt say
uncle lim also nt ard yet
dhen guitar was pretty boring...
if you said i seem different
but i'm really not
if you say i'm emo
i'm really not
if you tink i'm emo over him
its really not
okay i might accept the fact that i appear different
but seriously
i tink i've really lost myself...
i'm sorry if i did not stay bk for pw..
i've just really lost myself
i dun feel alright
walked under rain
and having a mild headache now
gahhhs
i'll be gay =D
i'm happy (:
*smiles to ownself*
i've gotta start work soon
i'll stop here now.
&all these could just be the cause of moodswings.

2008-03-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

did you even care
or did you just simply reply
i just don't know wth is goin on
you said it once
but you didn't show it
do you even know what i want
i held back my tears
early in the morning at 3.30am

woke up at 2+am
checked hp
i replied one of his msg out of the three
he might just be lying
or maybe not
idk
i just lost faith in him
i doubt he even knows what i want
even a simple word sorry
might not even work
i took an hr to tink whether should i reply or not
but in the end i replied
with my frankness
then went bk to sleep
and woke up
bathed dressed
ate little bit and went off
reached sku and was lyk kinda bored
walked around
dhen uncle lim came in awhile later
and dhen b4 tt
tt mei lan and xue qi was laughing like crazy ppl cans
omgawd luhx
dhen changed string
the stupid wee kiong..
go eat shit cans
dhen at ard 10+
went to life science lab find jia yu
dhen dhey were doing poster luhx
went bk to guitar
took out phone
replied msg luhx
even a simple sorry won't work on me boy
i might look simple but its whether you choose to believe the inside
or the outside
and dhen carried on with practise
after tt went off to find pw mates
ate my usual
went bk sku and dhen carried on doing
cai fang crapped a lot during the session
and dhen she keep play with pen knife
omgawd dhen go one of the lab cher dhere
hoyin i tink
go duo luhx
dhen cai fang was lyk
yao qian yao ming
then he was lyk
i wan both
so ...s luhx
i doubt anybody said lyk tt b4 lorhx!
dhen jia yu keep say why i so emo luhx
i just simply smiled at her
am i suppose to let everyone know my feelings
and dhen later went bk bahx
i felt better on my own when i walked bk
i waited for bus for 30mins-1hr
other ppl waited for 2hrs!?
lyk wtf mans
stupid number three
and the rain was horrible cans
so reached home
i flared at my brother
dhen bathed
while setting up dinner
i kinda had some problems with mum...
life's getting worse for me
i really wanna talk to someone who i can trust now
and i dun haf tt much trust in him now
if he wants to gain bk that trust
i'll let him have his own way
but if he does not
dhen idk what will the relationship be like
even the closest guitar friend
might not be trusted
i'm really at a lost.
but i promise i will stand strong even if i have to cry

2008-03-10T20:02:00.002+08:00

went to school at 8.30
kinda boreddd
dhen went to settle down
and chatted around
then stupid wee kiong came
i talked to him bout something
he asked me to hold his file
dhen he took out his guitar
ask me to hold his guitar =.="
dhen he go talk i kept wtf him =D
what a good junior you have
dhen keep make fu of him and mei lan xDD
but mei lan is yiwei's de
wee kiong is yuqi's de =D
dhen during practise
it sucked cans
THE WHOLE 4HRS (excluding the break)
was playing tocatta
omfgawd
i wan kill him cans
slack until like siao
after guitar went bbt shop eat
pang seh wee kiong luhx
stupid guy ran in the rain
i hope he slip and fall xD
dhen after tt went bk to do alittle pw
i felt veryyy moodless..
for dk what reason cans
dhen went bk home
i caught 29 and three xD
dhen came home
used com alittle
chatted with seniors
and dhen went off and smsed wee kiong awhile luhx
and stupid he lyk someone
dun wan take first step
kekes xD
dhen after tt went to eat
and watched tv
use com lorhx
sooo now i'm bored
i'm chatting
chatting to another senior
and the senior i want to chat with is not on9
gahhx stupid sia
maybe want chat with dear later
idk never chat with him yett
gahhs sms bao so oni can chat with him
even though i always want to exceed xD
nvm i'm off for now
4 more days dhen can sms him again (:
gahhx i miss you luhx
i just wonder if the love is still there

2008-03-09T20:32:00.003+08:00

IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.
IHATEITFAIR.

its presently driving me nuts cans
yesturday went and squeezed
tried to find ipod but cnt
today mum went down
she found her 4gb ipod
and the stupi ITFAIR cos a human jam at suntec convention centre
at both route to suntec
so stupid luhx
dhen the underground passage was lyk so omfgawd
i squeezed in
and my bro was lyk walkin 100 times my speed
so i ended up running
and sweating lyk a mad person
i find that rather retarded
went marina square
was also crowded
its so...
i tried to find my parents ard dhere and was lyk....
omgawd too many ppl
found them
they eat and dhen i went to buy presents
see i'm damn kind cans?
the two ppl are apparently...
you'll find out soon (:
and dhen bro and dad went to bugis
to get bro's R4
and i went to search for my COURT SHOES AND FORMAL PANTS
its so omgawd
i spent a fortune on it
Buy And Throw Away(BATA)'s shoe was damn ex
went nxt dorr
was twice the amount cheaper =.=
dhen went carrefour
bought two of mine fbt shorts
so i have 5 liaos
hahx
dhen squeezed through stupid crowd again
bought donuts along the way xD
dhen took quite long to reach
but bro reached later
so its their fault
dhen went to eat
walked ard
dhen came home luhx
tmr guitar starts at 8.30!!
lyk wtf mans?
its torture...
dhen haf pw
gahhhx
nvm
have to start working hard and start other stuff
i'm nt spending enuf time!
omgawdd
i hope each day's time can be doubled for after sku time (:
off for now (:
i'm CHATTING
and i'm still very anti (:
lalala~
now i'm really off to chat xD

2008-03-08T21:44:00.002+08:00

stupid guitar =.=
next week monday to friday
have giutar
monday,tuesday,friday - 8.30-12.30
wednesday,thursday - 1-5
OMFG LUHX
i wan die le
dhen still have pw
T.T
i wan cry le luhx
dhen after guitar
went bbt with shiying,weekiong,christy,yuqi and
other seniors
dk their names
dhen at bbt bought fries and drink
went off with wee kiong after he got he's drink
dhen saw ariel and trisha
say what wee kiong my bf =.=
omgawd luhx
i'm sooo not his gf
he lyks ._.
hahx i'm nt sayin if nt i will dieeee
no wee kiong won't kill me
but he just hit ppl 2days ago luhx
omgawd
such a naughty asshole
but he last yr 6 in whole lvl
lyk wtf?
whatever
talk more i wan step his face
dhen after tt came home
bathed
and went out
My dad showed me moody face
cos actually wan go out with frens de
dhen he was lyk why keep go out
and my bro was lyk
you keep go out with frens
lyk i care him lyk tt
went grandma house
went to it fair with cousin luhx
was lyk soo crowded
i want faint lorhx
okays went bk grandma house
slacked and came home
dhen use com and blog now lorhx
chatting and that damn
nicole lee min yi
she disturbs me
and claims i disturb her..
is she everytime send instant msg kays!
and keep ask where am i
what am i doing...
SHE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND NOR MY PARENTS NO MY CLOSE FRIENDS NOR MY SECRETARY
why must i report everything to her
and i told her off
and she was lyk if you want it to be that way
i'm so fucking pissed off
she dun lyk me lyk i care
she is irritating
i dun care if she tells ppl not to lyk me kays
stupid luhx i'm so anti now
i wanna be anti social
can i?

i miss dear luhx (:
i'll sms you bk when i reset kays^^

2008-03-07T21:24:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT
I PASSED MY ENGLISH ^^
omgawd luhx
zun zun lorhx
cher add my failed marks to just nice^^
for once i wan thnk mdm siti!
dhhen geog was lyk
mother cuking easy
i hope can pass
one question suppose to be japan
i wrote korea!!
omgawd
mother and kyne wrote malaysia
i didn't noe singapore was so far up...
omgawd
laughing away luhx
dhen during recess
checked up on mother
she still colouring
and i dun give a damn on art le
dhen after sku
went to eat
saw wee kiong
and he had birthday bash
cos b'day nxt week
so we made fun of each other
so yeah
did pw
dhen after tt went up get bk
dear smsed
wanted to spend time with me
but i alrd going down
he still said dun wan just sms me wan spend time together
so cute luhx he ^^
dhen came home
had piano
and dhen i got sick in between
so piano lesson sucked like effin shit cans
dhen now use com
now is anger management
i'm so happy^^
i feel petty oh so petty
so is damn funny...
kays bahx
off for now
i'll go help liyana with her blog (:
i'm a kind soul (:
i will try not to do ending emo words...
(:
i love lalala~

2008-03-06T16:28:00.002+08:00

oh yeah baby
today there's no test xD
first period was science
did digestion
i learnt a new word for gullet :x
and its is...
OESO-LALALALA
cos i dun remember the lalala part xD
dhen had pw..
did little bit of model and poster bahx
dhen recess stayed in class
mrs ane ang period after tt
i kept saying
an-ne ang
instead it was suppose to be anne(without pronouncing ne) ang
so i was laughing all the way xD
dhen she haven't mark finish papers
dhen was lyk let her mark
we did class stuff...
and was lyk...
i can't imagine it anymore
dhen had maths
got bk maths paper
rather pleasing results
but dissapointing at the same time
too much careless mistakes!
omgawddd
i wan to cry le
if nt cfm got alot correct de
my first few pages or the DA CHA
omgawdd
i hate my paper
i wan mr chong teach me maths again!
he is damn good at teaching kays?
i dun lyk the current teacher...
those who are currently taught by mr chong
please listen to him attentively
if nt you will regret it (:
dhen had cme
went down luhx
and apparently chris sat behind me
dhen he realised the diff between normal and express class..
we are actually the same
except for the attitude
hahx
dhen after sku stayed bk for awhile with chris & monica
dhen went to bbt shop eat and ask for sponsor
apparently
i dun wanna elaborate bout the bbt shop trip :x
dhen the lady say cnt sponsor
its very expensive
so yeah we will ownself buy it (:
dhen chris went off first
me and monica wanted to go giant
but we had art
so went 1-11 peep at the iceee
was lyk 5kg for 4.80bucks?
omgawd looks alot
open the fridge and realise
it was rather little
but still quite a GIGANTIC number
hahx
dhen went to walk bk with her
we talked bout class stuff luhx
dhen we talkin bout maths :x
so yeah came home
bathed
using com
doin art as soon as i finish blogging!
dhen later go opposite
but prata and sausage
hahx
i'll be a responsible person (:
thats all for now bahx
still i'm flunking
i dun wanna get bk english paper tomorrow
i wanna just run away
please oh please
i dun wanna fail another subject

oh Lord why does this have to happen to me
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name (:
I promise Lord
i won't do anything foolish no longer(:

2008-03-05T20:10:00.002+08:00

something horrible
terrible
happened today
morning had science and lit exam
kinda dif...
and i'm gna fail dhem
omgawd
dhen during recess nvr go down
got bk chinese paper
i nearly cried...
omgawd luhx
i'm so...
dun wan elaborate le
dhen later had geog
damn sianx cans..
tmr have literature...
the "handsome" boy apparently is sitting in front le
and the "nice" gal is sitting at the bk
so good luck =D
its so......
dhen have maths
english..
i dun wan get bk english paper
i dun wan see anymore results...
i scared i fail even more ......
i dun wan le luhx....
dear also failed so nvm (:
so yeah
good luck to me tomorrow...
ART AND DNT
I HATE YOU

i've no mood to smile
i just need someone to put a smile back to my face
i'm getting moody
results were sucky
and it clashed with you
must the Lord really punish me for what i did

2008-03-04T20:13:00.002+08:00

F*CK HISTORY&MATHS
today was a horrible horrible day
it rained in the morning
i tink tuesday doesn't like me
and dhen maths was "easy"
but some question i was rather blur so yeah
idk to say its easy or not
cos my fren got her results...
dhen after tt study alittle bit history
nataline says:
THE BRITISH GOVERN SINGAPORE FROM 18++ TO 1942
and its was lyk
the book says:
GOVERN UNTIL 196+ LUHX
i dun bother see bk xD
hahx
dhen realized
history exam is lyk
all from test
so is 100% death for me le ;x
dhen after tt had dnt for awhile...
i wna quit dunman
my bro sku nt so stressed till lyk tt....
dhen later had english
gt bk vocab
and got kinda drastic results
english paper has even drastic results..
so i dun wna say luhx :x
dhen after sku
dragged chris to bbt luhx
xy also went
dhen eat wan le go bk
i lazy wait for xy
dhen nataline went to "study" with yuhan :x
hahx
dhen came home
bathed
used com
and i am dead tired
from skin editing cos the codes were kinda messy
and helped chris with his blog =.="
omgawd sia
he damn blur cans...
morzilla firefox cnt still use it...
i feel lyk killing him le...
gahhhx
mum surprisingly came home early T.T
she caught me on the com
gahhhx stupid..
dhenn chris say me and my mum talk until lyk fighting lyk tt =.="
lyk wtf mans?
where haf -.-'
dhen air con uncle came to do
the supposing thing they had to do
dhen ate dinner
and dhen read alittle lit...
i'm dying from excessive reading
so i'm using the computer (:
oh yeah nth post le..
i've gotta do some simple things to my blog (:
LITERATURE YOU STINK FUCKING HARD.
SCIENCE YOU STINK HARD ON BIO.
but bio is one of the easiest topic for now :x
tts all le bahx
no pics (:

i just don't understand what is love.
i'm getting rather irritated on finding the answer...
i'm about to explode
gahhhx
common test
you suck...
with this relationship going on
idk if i had made the right choice..
i'm managing too many things at one go
maybe i should take things one step at a time
that's what i guess
but is it possible.

2008-03-03T21:04:00.003+08:00

ENGLISH YOU SUCK
VOCAB YOU SUCK
CHINESE YOU SUCK
MATHS YOU SUCK
HISTORY YOU SUCK EVEN MORE
yes of course
paper was tough
so i can expect even tougher paper for maths & history
hmphs
i'm gna be prepared to fail le
lalala~
dhen chinese lesson
watch tui hou mv video
so cool luhx xD
dhen listen song
dhen do class stuff
shout until tio meh lorhx
dhen after sku
went out with natapink,chris,marc,felicia,jorim,beeyan
we ate at kfc since mac was overcrowding
dhen went library
the librarian was lyk..
keep say we take up alot space and very chao
and was lyk so wtf?
omgawdd -.-
i wan kill her le
dhen we zao since we keep make alot noise
and i bu shuang the person
dhen go take neo again
chris acted cute cans?
omgawd =.="
dhen took 17 went home luhx
damn sianx
later dhen revise history...
jiayoujiayou
vanessa can do it!
&to the other ppl
good luck for maths and history paper (:
MATHS AND HISTORY PAPER
YOU'RE GOING DOWN(if you can)
MATHS PAPER YOU STINK
HISTORY PAPER YOU STINK EVEN MORE
i must study
i need to study
i cannot not study
STUDYING IN PROGRESS
yes DNT YOU SUCK
ART YOU DAMN STINK HARD

someone's DIE HARD act cute picture (:
(i'm kind le okays)

Breaking the city's heart together

2008-03-02T21:46:00.002+08:00

today was rather bored
went T3 for dinner
dhen came home
kinda argued with parents..
so have not talked to them yet since the arguement....
and i dun intend to
cos i did nth wrong...
their just to over protective...
alittle bit also so guan xin...
its nt like i dk my way around...
damndamndamn
i'm fucking pissed off right now...
learnt vocab
did my stuff
i wna study with frens tomorrow!
i just don't wna turn bad but parents are the cause
of me turning into this way...
read today's newpaper
dhey haf one article bout parents putting too much stress on kids..
we spent 7hrs in sku
teachers give us so much hw
we dun get enough rest
parents once the best out of us..
i can't understand
why must we submit to these adults
yes i might even have kids one day
i've learn in sunday sku tt
if we submit to our parents
we win the fight
cos God wants us to submit to them
to be obedient
so tt he noes we submit to Him too
so in other words
its a indirect training for us to obey God...
but why must i submit to my parents
if they just wat the best out of me?
can't i decide how i want it to be
i noe God has arranged everything
but i don't want it to be in this way...
i just wna have it my own way...
they let me lead my own life
they lead theirs..
just pass me my money and some rules
i'll stick with it..
i'm easy to please
just tt parents make me into a hard core...
i dun wna become bad
i just wna be who i ought to be..
parents just give in to what i want
please i oni have these request of you...
leave me alone...
i hate my people
i hate myself
i hate my life
i've gotta get real..
face it vanessa
you've alrd been bad enough for a day...
just leave life as it is first
you'll get what you want sooner or later (:

thanks dear for being there when i was down (:

2008-03-01T22:07:00.005+08:00

today was nice luhx
&happy birthday nataline tamade!
so old le worrs!
nvm ur sons b'dae comin also xDDD
mine is long way to go =DDD
anw

today morning go cut hair
now my hair is
thin
layered and i haf some fringe =X
whatever
it seems no diff when not tied
dhen went to eat prawn mee
and went down to pasir ris with brother to meet the peeps
asked chris to wait for me at mrt
dhen he saw my bro and was lyk
omg?
cos tot he comin
but he goin library to do cip luhx
dhen beeyan and joey bought balloon and happy birthday banner
dhen marc met us at foodcourt
i was watchin ppl eat =X
dhen went more dhen words buy baby tasmanian (dk how spell)
so cute luhx
i raped it in the library
stupid ppl(i tink my frens)
said i rapist
lyk so wtf mans
yes i'm no rapist =D
dhen met felicia bought snacks
went platform
saw natapink
we sang her b'dae song
gave her the balloons and present
she was wearin a dress!!
lyk so omgawd?
and dhen she walked ard with the baby tas
so cute luhx xD
and she dun lyk it....
i'm gna kill her for tt
dhen at airport
really slacked
we talked alot cock =X
dhen was lyk
we walking
i took a picture
and when you have it closed up
without marc's body
you will see chris hand's swinging
and lyk holding hands with nataline =D
omgawd luhx!
i got papa le xDD
whatever
dhen went bk tampines
went to take two neos
cos one of the timing nvr stop
and is lyk 120secs?
so take other one
decorate and erase alot sia!
cos time got stop xD
dhen later went food junctino eat ice cream
chris idled dhere
lols
dhen went home
he went bk with joey
so we were lyk
making fun of dhem
cos both go bk tgt
same bus stop alight xDD
dhen marc took 31
he looked freakin gay
he was lyk keep showing he's teeth....
hahx
dhen came home
ate macdonald
collected another 3 curry sauce
lols
but oni haf 4 =X
dhen came home
bathed and used com
now doin proposal
i shall upload pics
i dun tink i would upload all bahx
(:

joey and me (:

Beeyan emoing

gay friends marc and chris =D

Tamade

Marc,Nataline and chris

the zoooomed pic =D

Me & mother

The rest are all mothers =D

off for now bahx (:

i miss dear >.<

2008-02-29T21:15:00.003+08:00

gahhs
i really need to catch up on my sleep
today go sku listening to music apprently
and was lyk omgawd so damn bored
and tamade got manymanymany presentsss
hippo is my papa
lyk so omgawd =.=
nvmm
dhen later lessons as usual
during mr leow period
we wished him happy b'day
even if he's b'dae was yesturday
hahx
dhen yes he's gna leave us nxt week
i tink i would miss him
his fun and laughter...
haix
oh
i forgo lunch and recess
and jia xiu gave me a kiss (:
how cute can she be =X
hug now kiss le =X
hahx
dhen had maths remedial
attend for fun
and was lyk
omgawd
marcus and the other boiys were damn irratating cans?!
i'm gna say it again
THERE IS NOTHING GOIN ON BETWEEN ME AND CHRIS!
nah bei
keep say me and chris...
and dhen went to do pw
do until damn sianx luhx
saty till late
so piano also late =.=
and haf to do proposal
oh shucks man
bloody hell
today or tmr have to do
i wan cry le T.T
so damn bored
and since dhere is nth to post
off i go xD
tmr hope will be exciting
cutting my hair xDD

TANXINYING BAOBEI! DON'T EMO CANS NOTS?MUST BE HIGH HIGH KAYS (:
i'll be there when you need me girl (:

i wna hugg you (:

2008-02-28T22:15:00.002+08:00

today pretty boring
i'm tired
so dun wanna blog
stupid kor...
so evil de =X
is nt i follow tamade horhx
i noe you are evil
way bk last yr xD
hahx
tamade blog damn funny luhx!
what chris is her daughter =X
saturday goin "study" wuth friends
hope will be alrite bahx
and nope i dun watch horror movies (:

2008-02-27T20:25:00.002+08:00

schools was bloody boring
first period science...
i almost fainted =X
the video for ligation was soooo disgusting...
i hate it luhx
after tt was pe
i'm damn bloody happy luhx ^^
15min55secs!!!
finally reached 15mins plus le even though near 16 =X
i just realised i have the habit of putting though as thou
dhen later had mt
rather boring luhx =.="
dhen english go use tablet
me and mag finally got send in something =D
dhen later got geog
omgawd
i wan si laio luhx =.="
dhen after sku ask mr mah when history remedial
dhen is lyk tmr?
so i dun nid go xD
dhen after sku straight go white sands with marc,chris,natapink,weiting,beeyan
dhen was lyk we talked alot crap luhx
dhen ate at mac
collected 11 boxes of curry sauce xD
dhen gt one guy ask us clear the mess
he tink he my lao da
so big
yes big in the other way =D
dhen felicia and jorim came too
went to the shop
some ppl nvr bring money
so lyk walk ard
bought nth
dhen jorim wanted to show us something
dhen after tt took neos
is lyk so damn small?
omgawd =.="
nvm its was chris second neo =D
so yeah
also saw shawn tok
lols
dhen went library
i asked a stupid question
pills hor
man got take nots =X
dhen was lyk
we all laughed luhx
oh yeah oni left me,marc,natapink and chris and felicia
but felicia went off soon
i went off when my bro came bahx
dhen we walked rather slowly
we walked in pairs since dhere is oni 4 ppl left
hahx
dhen took 17
the two gays hor....
is so gay
marc was lyk seeing chris de phone
and lean so close until lyk =X
omgawd
i wan laugh my ass off lorhx!!
natapink is tamade =D
she is mummy but we call her tamade =D
mummy=
mother=
ma de=
tamade =D
haf to go do work le
byes ;D

if the fear of being in love could only go away

2008-02-26T20:29:00.003+08:00

today sku started late
smsed him till quite late bahx?
hahx
dhen dhis morning he got sms lorhx
he dun sms i whack he's head le
dhen went to sku
nearly missed bus =X
reached sku stop smsin
and dhen talked crap in class
study session on sat with sunday clique =X
idk maybe maybe not bahx
dhen science was my worst nightmare...
i'm nt gonna take bio
i'm nt gonna take bio
i'm nt gonna take bio
i'm nt gonna take bio
i'm nt gonna take bio
i'm nt gonna take bio
i'm nt gonna take bio
i'm nt gonna take bio
even if it kills me
i'm still nt gonna take bio
(:
cos its lyk i screamed in class
._.
dhen after tt was recess
arnold was lyk
vanessa
ur laughing is lyk screaming
and screamin is lyk laughing
dhen was lyk omgawd =.="
oh yeah got one part
yesturday marc pulled my hair
its was bloody painful cans
got tears in my eyes....
dhen after recess had dnt
omgawd
everyone was lyk
slpin in class?
lols
and dhen after tt had mdm siti period
went through the summary thingy
later dhen do
dhen after sku dun wan meet mdm fadilah
cos haven't pass to trish yet =X
and dhen came home
used com
played viwawa with fren first
dhen other frens came on9 and played with them luhx
and dhen played alot games
and during daidi
i was damn quiet
rayson n lyj say i silent killer =X
whatever luhx
dhen after tt smsed but no reply
ate dinner after tt
dhen replied =.="
sms natapink blow si hui awhile too
hahx she is bloody evil cans?
bully me D:
yes and the other guy also.....
ya find i love you too cans (:
tts all for today bahx
tmr pe
dk to run or play =X
run i wna get lyk 15mins 30 secs?
hope can bahx =X
tts all for now bahx
(:
i better do well for my common test to stop tuition
hope i can bahx!
cutting hair this sat too
so study grp will see me =X
gosh...
lols

i love you, boyf (:

2008-02-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

i'm pissed off currently
and my fren not smsin me D:
and damn he scored bloodyfucking high =.="
i'm so pissed off with life
&i'll be mugging till end of common test
i promise i'll try hard to do my best for common test (:
oh yes
another fucking boring day
sry for the wrong words on my blog but
i feel fucking pissed off and i tink i'm suffering from a mood swing
class was boring
such a bore to go to sku now
last yr was lookin foward
but now i tink life's just
useless for me
plain useless
gahhhx
what am i doing on earth for
i offended too many rules
which i tink i don't deserve to be God's child
i wna turn over a new leaf
i really hope everything would go well for me (:
oh yes
i might be going for study seesion with yesturday peeps on sat ^^
omgawd
hope it would be fun bahx
and yes might buy cake for b'dae gal also (:
dhen she treat us restaurant =D
yes so i might be making plans ahead xD
off to play mahjong le ^^
byebye peeps
might be mia ing
ps luhx =X
VIEWING BLOG IS NOT FOR FREE
PLS LEAVE A TAG
PRETTY PLEASE (:
oh yes i flunked my history test lyk hell(:

2008-02-24T20:45:00.006+08:00

sry yesturday com tio virus
so yes
cnt update =D
so yesturday was dhe same as the previous sat so no diff
except tt my cuz and his wife came down luhx
dhen yes got him to teach him maths =.="
lucky it was a short lecture =X
lalala~
today was super fun cans?
morning got up charge my hp
dhen smsed beeyan and weiting
we met at white sands
went food court
sat
and go -.-'
cos we dk whether wan eat
so we decided nt to eat
go find nata-pink's present (soon you will understand)
dhen went to get food from ntuc
(smuggled products) =D
dhen went to tampines met nataline
dhen alighted at bedok to meet up chris & marc
chris was finally wearing a jeans apparently?
L0Ls
or rather appropriate clothes =D
dhen all the gals wore heels luhx
nata-pink wore till so high lorhx
so she became taller dhen us
dhen marc came
dressed in :
"scuba" diving shirt =X
beach pants
necklace
&topped it off wif slippers and he's hat=.="
i kept stealing he's hat sia
it looked so kwel
oh yes after he wore he's hat
his hair all became so damn flat cans
so me beeyan weiting & nata pink
was lyk laughing our heads off
dun care de other guy
dhen on train
marc pang seh chris
came over ourside
and talked while de other guy stand at a corner
with crowd
and marc was lyk wan him come over
call him ask him come over =.="
dhen he was lyk how to come over at me
dhen marc was talking shit
say what can sae excuse me
but dhen gt ppl alight
so yeah he got space to move to us le =X
dhen reached city hall
walked to marina square
dhen de marc was lyk
i wan to go window shopping!
but he had tuition at 6 -.-'
so yes heck him
dhen we bought nachos,popcorn
marc mixed salted and sweet
lyk omgawd?
dhen bought drinks
ate our smuggled in food =X
sitting arrangement was lyk :
D-05-10
so from 10 - 05
marc,chris,nata-pink,weiting,me,beeyan
dhen was lyk
the toufu part
we were all laughin luhx
omgawd
its so damn bloody funny luhx
what toufu(toufu)
bloody fucking funny shit man!!
dhen after the movie
we keep toking bout the song
went to a shop
nataline said the necklace was nice in pink
marc and beeyan finally agreed
it was better in black
so they argued
yes and thus
nataline was called nata-pink
cos she was the oni one dhere hu lyked pink =X
dhen headed to bugis for neo's
dhen was lyk
the train was bloody crowded -.-'
and chris finally took he's FIRST neo
omgawd
what a great improvement
and he also did a twist =D
*clap hands* =D
proud luhx (:
dhen me marc and beeyan and weiting
pang seh chris and nata-pink =D
cos dhey were arguing hu is more evil
and was lyk
wah quarrel until lyk fu qi
and for goodness sake I DUN LYK CHRIS!!!!!
zomgawd
dhey just can't get tt point man
me and chris are just friends from sec1
and cca too =.="
stupid luhx
dhen we were lyk
nata-pink and chris & beeyan and marc
looked lyk couple =D
omgawd
its lyk so funny luhx
dhen nata-pink on train talked
say just nw she and chris talkin bout nicole stuff luhx
dun mention
eu wan eu ownself come ask
(:
hahx
dhen after tt walk alittle while
marc went off
we also went off
nataline bought food
and marc missed one train to wait for us =X
awww so kind~~
(:
dhen on the train tok alot crap
weiting left first
dhen chris
dhen marc
dhen beeyan & natapink
so dhey all pang seh me luhx =X
dhen bought slurpee
gosh
i freezed on the bus
is lyk so fuggin cold
dhen went home
ate porridge
stupid chocolate
melt on my jeans
lucky i nvr wear my expensive de =X
dhen watched tv
now use com
later dhen do other work if have =X
yes here some pics

(:

was it just my imagination
i don't know if what i did was right
i just feel lost
i nid a lying shoulder please
i'm about to breakdown
i may seem strong on the outside
but its love that kills me the most
please tell me it wasn't my imagination
Lord,
will you be there and explain what is love to me
i really wna noe
Amen

2008-02-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

yes
today was much of a boredom
but fun during art
first few periods were a waster of time
during art
we buttoned our shirts =D
we look damn retarded
but we somehow enjoyed it =D
but mdm siti spoiled the fun atmosphere
wtf man
she doens't noe what is called fun...
dhen after tt ate lunch
went find mdm lim
did something for project
dhen went bk home
so bored
i stared in the ceiling for hours
screamed at my brother
maybe yes
my family members don't know me well
oni my cousin does...
she understand's my plight
same as my senior bahx
i'll rely on them if i need help (:
oh yes dhere's guitar tmr
and i'm gna chat and play with frens
hopefully
i will understand myself better
i'll not have a "split personality" no longer
i won't deceive myself anymore
he's at tuition
i'm gna wait (:
waiting
wating
gosh
its long =X
shall talk to my senior
he's talking crap can?
i did nth and he said i bendan
yes he address me by tt
but i did nth!
stupid bodoh!!!
gahhhs
nvm he'll alwaes be my bodoh =D
shall go chat with him le
i won't let myself be suckish
i wna be hyped
den tmr cn go suan ren
sunday goin out xD
whoots ^^

i'm happy(:
i miss you too (:

2008-02-21T16:14:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously suffering from a headache
i just don't know why or how it happened
it wasnt as bad as i was in school...
please just leave me alone
i need time by my own
i really need...
tuition's later so i'll see how i'm gna cope with work and tuition

2008-02-20T20:43:00.002+08:00

today morning
first period was science
and i was lyk omgawd?
the boys will be
blabbering bout the sexual stuff
and today we did the giving birth de
vincent was lyk
one month so small
as each mnth pass
he keep woah
lyk a retard =.="
after tt had pe
i ran....
drum rolls pls (thou its lan)
*drum rolls*
i ran for 16min 06secs =D
i'm proud of myself
i improved from last yr's 1 point to three points
i feel so gd (:
but i still hate ._.
its lyk so difficult to do things...
dhen recess stayed in class
after tt had mother tongue
entire period on zuo ye =D
and dk why he oni check my work
and dhen had english
english went to the library
mag and i did something interesting =D
"interesting"
tomorrow she stayin bk to do her pw
mine doin with mdm lim on friday
dhen had errrrrr
geog
osman did some reading of the last week topic
i feel so retarded
she keep do same old thing
after sku ate with mag and her np friends
some sort of things which shld nt be mention =X
so yeah unless you are a close fren dhen i might bother to tell...
dhen took my books
and went home luhx
while waiting at no.3 bus stop
weekiong,edmund and some other unknown guy luhx
dhen edmund didn't noe i quit
dhen me and wee kiong we talked shit luhx
dhen i was lyk took his hp no.
sms him
and also talked to him before the bus came
and dhen reach home
use com till 5.30+
dhen smsed him luhx
just finsihed his np quit late =.="
wtf
dhen ate dinner
finish le he just start eating...
omgawd
dhen smsed weekiong
he has a christian name
lyk
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGAWD
hahx
dhen still carry on smsin
until now bahx
hw half done half nt
cos
tmr de done le
friday de
nt done =X
lalala~
nvm =X
nth to do le
i'll stop here for now
cousin at chalet =X
he playing game
so now i shall errrrrrrrrr
stop here
really
i will stop here
and yes ariel and i have found our special someone (:

i wna have you by my side all the time
can i? (:

2008-02-20T16:30:00.002+08:00

I really miss you (:
I love you so boy (:
i won't look back
i'll keep running with you
&boy so till the end of time♥

2008-02-19T21:17:00.001+08:00

i've met my buddy =D
she's Carissa
she's friendly =D
can't wait to meet her real soon (:

2008-02-19T20:11:00.002+08:00

today is a fucking long dayy kays
so yes no point saying =D
cause all the boys were just random crap in science
yes of course
its SEXUAL INTERCOURSE
and the words from sundar's mouth
SEXUALLY ACTIVE
made the boys hyped even more
lyk omgosh?
so yes
dnt was boring
dhen english was rather nth to say
I WAS THE FIRST OF THE DAY TO GET PICKED
teacher was lyk
lets see whose the lucky first person
and was lyk
UH HUH!
miss soh
i was lyk so OMGAWD?!
find wtf dun gif a damn
so i talked very fastly
i dun give a damn luhx
dhen yes guitar =D
and i un covered some secrets =X
damn
dumb or what am i
i just don't believe it
goshhh

1. Does it matter to you if your bf/gf
smoke?
Yes,i hate smoking.

2. How about drinking?
I detest it.Seriously.

3. Do you want someone you cant have?
Yes.

4. If someone liked you right now,
would u want them to tell u?
Maybe maybe not.

5. Whats your favorite sport?
I'm fine with any types of sports.

6. Its saturday night, you're home
alone.. what do you do?
sleep,eat,watch tv,use the com.

8. Can you do the splits?
Nahs.

9. Do you like roller coasters?
Yes.

10. Whens the perfect time to have a
boyfriend/girl?
Idk,if the feeling's dhere?LOL

11. If you could date any celebrity,
who would it be?
dk and dun care.

12. Whats your favorite band?
PARAMORE.

13. What are you doing this weekend?
cca and yes hw & revision.

14. Whats your favorite restaurant?
dkdk.

15. Do you usually fall for the right
or wrong girl/boy?
No.

16. Have you ever hugged someone?
Nt really.

17. Ever kissed someone you werent
attracted to?
No.

18. Do you like anyone right now?
Yeah

21. What is the first thing you notice
about the opposite sex?
dkdkd depends

23. Which do you prefer, beach or the
mountains?
Beach .

24. What kind of phone do you have?
Sony Erricson.

26. Computer or laptop?
Both. (:

27. What is your favorite store?
dk.

28. Jeans or sweats?
jeans ?

29. Which year has been the best so
far?
dk.

30. How old are you gonna be on your
next birthday?
Fourteeeen ! :D

31. What should you be doing right now?
revision.

32. What is your favorite tv show?
dkdk

33. Color?
black, white, red.

34. Are you attracted to girls that
smoke?
Nope

35. Would you want a chilled laid back
gf/bf or a party animal?
Lol.

36. Have you ever fallen on your butt
in front of a crowd of people?
yes ._.

37. Explain your dream car:
Small & Cute ! :D

38. What do you do when you're at home?
Tv,Com.Slp.

39. Whats your favorite subject?
maths.

40. Where do you want to go to college?
TP ?

41. Do you like to go to concerts?
okayokay ?

42. Favorite type of music?
Not until so classical .

43. What side of the bed do you sleep
on?
everywhere.

44. Scariest thing you've ever done?
dkdk.

45. Whats the best feature about you
would say?
dk and dun care.

46. What annoys you?
fucking idiots.

47. If you had one super power, what
would it be?
Find my perfect one

48. Ever gone to saturday school?
No.

49. Been kicked out of class?
No.I'm a good girl.

50. If you could say anything to
anyone?
I wna start life all over again

51. What are some of your favorite
quotes?
dkdk.

52. Are you jealous person?
not really.

53. Are you friends with people that
you shouldnt be friends with?
Yes.

54. What is your deepest fear ?
Loving.

yes just a test i got from somewhere
its rather sacarstic but yes
it shows me how fussy am i bout a partner for the first two question
muahahahx
but for realy
drinking&smoking stinks
110% okays
if you don't agree dhen nvm
lols
but you'll come to terms to it
with bad breathe
i'll be running away dhen =X
dhen nth le bahx
tmr get bk geog test
gahhhhx
i'm gna faint
2.4km running
i'm really gna faint....
gosh
faint for two events
its so totally not me cans

no and i won't give up
i'll try hard to if i have too
i just can't get the fact of letting you go

2008-02-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

today lesson pretty or rather boring
morning had THREEE DUCKING LONG PERIODS OF
MATHHH
but the test was rather easy
so yeah i dun care
and dhen hor stupidd yang fan
he keep look at my things compliment on whatever i do
lyk wtf?
i feel so fucked up with YANG FAN!
gahhhhx
fustration
*vents anger*
dhen after tt recess
did nth apprently =D
dhen had history test
AND ITS A 100 AND 1% FOR ME TO GO REMEDIAL
i'm so proud of it man (:
dhen later had english
lucky dunnid do the one word topic
go through the comprehension
i scored a fucking lowwwww 29/50
and i thought summary was suppose to be over 25
but it was over 20
lyk so wtf man
i just passed mine compo over 30!~
joshua failed with flying colours =D
dhen haf science
stupid boys
how pervertic must they get...
we MOVED ON to a topic called
SEXUAL REPRODUCTION
and the boys were lyk
PUBIC HAIR!
CHRIS HAS ALOT!
tts what vincent said
and dhen he lyks armpit hair
and someone said
wei heng had extra homemornes
(dk how spell)
tts why he got the man's breast
and nid push up bra's
....
so funny =D
dhen later had mother tongue
the chinese teacher
really sounded and looked lyk william hung today kays
i am lyk so
omgoshhhh
i'm shocked =X
dhen after sku
went to find mdm lim she lyked our idea
said it was cute
dhen tmr cfm the mirror
dhen went bbt shop eat with caifang
ate the same old mee goreng xD
dhen went bk class slacked with badminton boys luhx
they were getting to pervertic....
i'm pissed off with them
and dhen went bk with dhem luhx
still as pervertic though =X
dhen went bk
waited for 293 bloody long
stupid vincent
gahhhx
dhen took bus home
used com,changed blogskin
dhen off com
smsed him luhx
blahblah~
nt telling the details bahx
busybody if wan noe come ask
see if i wna tell =D
so now yeah i'm bored
stupid stopped smsin cos he's usin com
and he sleeps bloody fucking early
i hate him luhx
pang seh me...yes i shall stop here
tmr haf dnt =X
blahblahblah~

patched (:
i really don't wna lose you again
i'll keep my promise the upmost i can
17February2008,2238 (:

2008-02-17T21:50:00.003+08:00

yes i love you very much <3
yesturday had guitar
headed down to grandma house after tt
cousin's bf's came toooo
lol
and we all played blckjack
lost or won money idk =X
nvm lets MOVE ON to
TODAY
morning woke up late
so nvr go church
stayed at home and did church hw
and was lyk gahhhx so bored
dhen he smsed
i thought he just woke up but ended up he was goin tuition le!
wtf?!
nvm
dhen after tt mum slept
me and bro watched tv
smsed him to
dhen went chua chu kang
lyk wtf?
pasir ris to chua chu kang
i'm going from east to west =.="
dhen bro had competition
and guess what?
i saw kenneth ong huan jie
lyk OMG
after such a longggg time
he still looks the same though =X
dhen after tt went to orchard
with bro's stupid guitar
the guitar get to get some orchard atmosphere =D
hahx
dhen shopped till 9.06pm
woah =D
dhen took cab back
so sianx
still smsing though =D
dhen come home stop le lorhx =X
dhen was lyk wtf i'm bored
so used com
dhen yes nth le (:
hahx
maths test
history test tmr
THREEEEE FUCKING LONG PERIOD OF MATHS TMR
lyk so wtf man...

i dun wna lose you again
i miss you
i love you <3

2008-02-16T22:53:00.004+08:00

To learn that you were there
the love you gave me
and the times we spent together
i've told you how much i missed it
and the times i missed havin you around
i just wna give it one more go
that love which never existed in me till you came
I just can't lose to feeling
is as though it is nailed into my heart
is this a love trap
or is it true love
I think I might have just found th one (:

Its Love Boy <3

2008-02-15T15:26:00.001+08:00

once upon a time
there was a little boy and a little girl.
when to them,
the playground was fantasyland.

Little boy: Look what I've got today...!

Little girl: Strawberry sweeties! They're my favourite.

Little boy: I can trade them with you.

Little girl: But with what.. I haven't got anything..

Little boy (smiles) : A kiss.

Little girl (ponders) : Hmm.. okay then...

*they kiss*

And together,
they laughed as they bounced up and down on the see-saw,
they comforted as they blew sand out of each other's eyes,
they shrieked as they chased each other round and round the slides,
they lay with their heads together and shared their secret worlds,
and
they held hands as they bade goodbye to the setting sun and counted the impatient stars together.

got from a senior's blog (:

2008-02-15T14:48:00.003+08:00

Came home rather early =D
sku had temp taking
my degree's was 37 degrees =.="
lyk wtf?
oh yeah
npcc got marching =D
nvr see magdalene and ._. march
but magdalene was so happy =.="
go toilet also want do keluar baris
wtf?!
dhen maths had the drill
alwaes pottery room de
dhen maths
cher went 1 by 1 ask how you fare for quiz
teacher got so shock with jia yi's answer
hahx
dhen recess stayed in class
after tt was music
do wad ta-a-a-a
=.="
dhen art mr leow also want us do =D
&the class for once was super perfect xD
so ._.
dhen had english
did other sutff =.="
i tink
oh yeah read one passage
so touching
nearly cried (:
dhen did retribution
marc was so creative =X
dhen after sku
ate with magdalene
so wierd
she was wearin her uniform mahx
dhen after tt went home with jia yu
dhen watched tv
and use com lorhx
nothing post le
tomorrow got guitar
not alot homework
tickets~~~
trisha get from me soon (:
TRISHA SUPPORTS ME BEEYAN =D
not tryin to be evil luhx =X

God gave us, a pair of hand, leg, ears & eyes.
but why only one heart?
Its like how God only gave us 1 head.
and we say, "two heads are better than one"
which means two people working together on something.
why a heart? why not two?
I believe, we are suppose to look for the other heart.
somewhere, somehow.
to share that load.
to have 2 hearts.
then we say, "nothing beats having two hearts beating as one"

^^th paragraph is rather meaningful (:

should i find him or should i not?
should i tell him or should i not?
i don't know
i wna let him know but i'm too afraid after before
.....

2008-02-14T21:03:00.002+08:00

it is 18 today people =D
morning went sku rather late
did science
on mine own
cos no one did it =.="
dhen science
got back paper
18/25
i was lyk
whoots~
i'm so happy luhx =D
highest for my science record so far
dhen had pw
did nth apparently
cos our materials not dhere xD
dhen after tt recess
ate kway chap
wah lao
no pig stomach
wtf =.="
dhen had lit
18/25 AGAIN
and dhen she talk what crap
now dk whether haf hw nots
dhen had maths spring exercise
18/25 AGAIN AGAIN
wah lao seh
i very pro =D
dhen during cme
discuss the carnival thing
we discuss till poker sia
gambling!!!
muahahahx xD
dhen after sku
find teacher wanted collect tickets
cnt find
so went to do dnt
skipped lunch AGAIN(pls don't tell my parents ._.)
and did till 2.30
went collect tickets
wtf?!
i oni sec2
and was lyk
regina,yuqi,christy and other ppl
all make fun of ._. and ._.
dhen carried on dnt
did finish le xD
choose idea le
dhen jia yu brought home do her dnt
i bought meegoreng for my bro and me and bought my milo =D
weeee~
come home ate
brought cha siew rice to tuition cher house
dhen talk talk talk
come home use com le xD
later mayb do art??
i dk
amazing race so stupid
ppl dk how do
but i also dk so i bendan xD
bodoh also dk xD

&

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!
hugs & kisses
loves & misses
be my valentine
won't you x33

2008-02-13T20:51:00.002+08:00

HELLOS PEOPLE =D
i feeling super high now so yeah
dun spoil my mood xD
today was uper boring kays
i went to school late for mine timing
and was lyk gahhhx
reached sku
did journal
dhen was lyk science
went through worksheet
tmr dhen get bk test
had science hw
now doin lorhx
dhen had pe
did whatever shit games
recess stayed in class
dhen had mt
so boring
what shit si han sentences
dhen had english
used tablet pc
was lyk omg =.="
dhen had errrrr geog
test was easy and diff
dhen she talked till kinda late
school bell rang late
lyk wtf mans?
no time eat
so skip recess and lunch
and at the maths trail dhere
so boring cans
what ns
shld boys oni goos kays
tmr haf to stae bk for dnt =.="
haven't even do finish
okays nvm now chiong hw bahx
off for now

13February2008,8.49
Nataline's my hubby <3

2008-02-12T21:02:00.000+08:00

DEAR GOD
wee yesturday nvr blog
cos both com's taken up by dad and bro lorhx
anyways
yesturday was errrr
damn maths day
THREEEEEEEEEEEEE LONG PERIODS OF 1/2HRS MATHS!!!
omgawddddd
and dhen
blahblahblah
all indoor stuff
so wtheck its so boring
after sku went to bbt shop with cai fang
dhen to white sand with cally and jac luhx
took neo prints
went to shop around too
bought nail filer 4 in one
there is shape
smooth
buff
and polish
the polish cleans ur nails till they look
as if you put nail polish xD
and today
morning reached sku bout 8+
dhen i dun gif a damn on grps le
i wna leave dunman
i wna go america
kays leave it for another time
dhen had science
dhen recess
dnt was so damn dumb
other skus nid not do those things
why must i do
i'm also afraid of styrofoams
can't i just escape it
omgawd
maybe i shld just tell my teacher?
but she will sae it is rubbish
omgawd
how to survive
dhen had english
checked my hotmail for some thingy
and they wrote myy hotmail as:
juicebox_playing@hotmail.com
instead of:
jukebox-playing@hotmail.com
tts so lame cans?
dhen go find mr yap form life science dhere
no such person
so just go find mdm lim
she ask us to see the car head lights =.="
omgawddd
okays whatever
dhen later went to bbt shop with aaron
and ate my usual stuff
dhen went bk sku
chatted with nataline and her fren
idk her name bahx
dhen sae what helyks me what shit luhx
wtfuck
why everybody tinks this is so fun
especially nicole
she keeps making fun of me
and calling me names
wtf
dhen later chris went up
went down
waited outside staff room to see if mdm fadilah was dhere bahx
dhen went second floor
4E
nxt to 5A
saw gary & yujian luhx
and dhen guitar practise
cher wan us show off
show off the song we cnt play properly yet =.=@
make me and chris solo tgt some more
wtfuck
dhen hand painssss
got headache too
i dun wna go sku tmr
dhen at bus stop
ppl ask me and ._. same question
is lyk so wtfuck man
there is nth between us ppl!
trust me!!!
gahhhx
dhen come home
ate dinner
dhen went loyang point
bought my pockey and butter cookies xD
tryin to get sick tmr
haf headache le
but no mc D:
omgawd =/=
i'm getting tired
tomorrow's dhere's field trip!!!
dun wna go luhx
so boringggggggggg
seriously kays?
dhen got geog test!
omfgawd =/=
i seriously hate sku now
sianx
hope tmr no 2.4!!!
gosh
i hate
english
maths
science
chinese
ART
literature
geography(beeyan says osman's cute)
dnt
history

the other two haven't do yet
so i dun gif a damn =D
muahahahahx xD
okays le
nth le i go study geog le
i very guai de lorhx xD
!BODOH. SEE ME GROW (:

AMEN (:

2008-02-10T20:06:00.000+08:00

weee~
yesturday came bk home at 12.22
so nvr come on9
& as a consequence
did not blog =D
yesturday
jac just smsed me had new timetable
i was so lyk
wtf?!
nobody informed us
and when i check
i realised there is no art on monday but friday =D
and was lyk omgawd
i bring art another time bahx xD
if he wan blame me i kill him =D
whatever luhx
dhen at grandma house
played dhen earn alot luhx
my my cousin in law
she won 18.80!!!
lyk wtf man?
i can buy a few cheap clothes!!!
gahhhx
dhen okays today
morning
slept dhen wake up do work
dhen was lyk omgawd
lazy do le
went to eat lunch
came home
took bag and zhao go tampines interchange
dhen was lyk omfg
i reached dhere at 1.10=.="
and receive msg
dhen was lyk wtf?!
reach same timing but nvr see
but hack him luhx
i was lyk playin psp
such tt my hands were on the psp
and my eyes looking for chris lorhx
dhen was same time
jia yi and another girl came
dhen regina and previous guitar president
dhen the remaining except the person who stays the nearest
jiajing!!
gahhhx
so man man tuntun de
dhen waited for another gal
dhen headed to uncle lim house
i shall nt mention dhose moronic part where the seniors poked fun at =X
dhen at uncle lim house
talk about the concert
and teachers
and we were lyk talking bout results
and other "stuff"
dhen was lyk
stupid seniors luhx
dhen me and shu xian (w/e)
we eat the hei bi hiam xD
so nice xD
dhen 4+ went home lorhx
dhen stupid seniors...
i walked to take 5
lyk wtf so slow
waited for 15mins
i bet the others is reach home or dhey reach tampines mall le
wtf =.="
dhen 45mins home i tink
so long
tampines oni
dhen detour to simei
dhen to changi road
dhen to pasir ris =.="
home did hw
and had mee goreng <3
dnt done
haven't study history and science =.="
stupid timetable
keep change
even if i wna transfer
i dun tink i wan
cos i love DMN guitar too effin much <3
performances coming up also lorhx!
stop here le bahx
i'm bored
bodoh not online!!!
gahhhhx
hmphs
&oh yes i noe how use blockquote le
and i hate you yes i do (:

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
<3

!IBELIEVEICANFLY.

2008-02-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

its chinese new year + 1 yo xD
yesturday went visintg
sorry no pics xD
wore long sleeve shirt and black pants
and dhen went grandma house
morning cousin's wife picked me up
so is cousin in law pick me up?
hahx whayever
but dhey came late cos my other cousin the wife sick
so yeah took care of her first lorhx
oh yeah
i'm so gna become an auntie!
lyk wtf?
she is pregnant and is due last week of sep!!!
omgawddddddddd
whatever
dhen had photo taking
and collect ang baos xD
whoots
dhen went to ang mo kio auntie place
ate steamboat for lunch
i miss my grandma's mushroom D:
okays dhen went to zipo house luhx
melanie was dhere le
and dhen cara came down
so yeah went back home by 109
i slpt through the whole journey
dhen came home changed
went down grandma house
du buo xD
and was lyk gahhhs
my uncle won one whole pile of money
all my money
i see in front of him
and my cousin also
gahhhs
and he only returned me 20cents D:
how evil
his goin america on 28 febuary till maybe nxt yr bahx
sadd
dhen came home slpet till hmmms...
i slpt for 14 LONG HOURS :D
i'm proud of myself tt i could slp tt long
omgawd i'm so effin happy xD
dhen it was 2.30pm by then luhx
dhen woke up ate my lunch straight away
dhen did homework
ordered pizza for dinner
whoots
the feelings is so nice XD
and dhen watched tv and now use com lorhx
nth to say le bahx
i go chat le xD

maybe we're trying,trying too hard